lalala

FREEDOM RING!

2009-11-13T11:20:00.003+08:00

O's are finally overrrrrrrrrrr! :D
The thought of it just sank in and wow, the feeling is:

AWESOME!

Going out with the babes later :]
Probably update about it on my new blog!
yay! Will update on link later. . .

HAVE FUN EVERYONE!!!
YOU WONT HAVE THIS KIND OF FREEDOM TILL YOU RETIRED! :DDD

Don't think about what papers you screwed up, just worry about it when results are back. I can have a heart attack tgt with you:/ 2 more months only! CHERISH IT!!!

We're all addicted to something that takes away the pain,

Goodbye forever,

2009-11-07T00:11:00.003+08:00

Life is f-ed up and stupid feelings bring me down. Be like Japan, trade links with all alliances with none. It's okay things is going to be btr shermaine, much btr. fucking few wks more, wait for it.

Starting all over, closing down this page.

Marking the end of the old me

Will update on new link, it's goodbye forever :]

Not feeling fantastic,

2009-10-23T13:25:00.002+08:00

I always thought you were kidding or lying, afterall that was so typical of you

Now that I know, I feel suprisingly sad

I'm glad you're coping with it well, since you're still so young, I guess you don't know how much it'll affect you. I hope you'll keep this up, that you won't feel sad over this

I know it's not some big illness and I'm probably over reacting over it but,
somehow, I just feel like crying

I always thought that they were kidding when they say
when someone is sick, their loved ones also will be fighting it with them

At least, you're not sick :]
but, it's gonna stay with you your whole life

ILY, stay strong Y

Lost all my mood to study,

I AM A NERD! :D

2009-10-06T21:53:00.004+08:00

Realised I haven't been posting for a dam long time :/

Anyway, have you seen me ard school lately?
Filled with all the weird blueblackish stuff? yah? you know?
(I freaking caught badbab ris low virus of english alr!! shiet!)

okay anyway, it was because I went overseas during last weekend! :D
My getaway trip, been waiting so long since I could go overseas and sit a plane and FINALLY!!

but I still ain't go no plane -.-

took a freaking ferry that's like bumpy and yah, all the wonderful stories you heard bout motion sickness but I dont really have. not much. SO ANYWAY, I went BATAM :]

(not that it's fantastic but I went with friends so :D )

So out of the 100plus people who went, I am proud to say that I am the only lucky one who got something home :]

Made-In-Batam Mosquito bites!
yee haw!

1. Freaking Itchy
2. Freaking huge (ask my friends, they all know)
3. Freaking hot
4. Freaking irritating
5. Freaking wont go away
6. Freaking turn into blueblack like things that wont disappear!!!! ):

Now I look like I'm bashed up man, told my mom I told my friends that she abused me at home
so she was like

'Eh I going you graduation horh?'
'uh-huh'
'Then your friends will all know is who bully who! For the past 16 years. . . .'

Then she went on even though she know deep down that it is HER blessing to have ME as her daughter but since she WANT to say, and as a GOOOD daughter, why will I stop her? :]

Please don't agree with my mom if you see her on grad day, i freaking dont abuse her!!!

I hope my blueblackish things go away):

Looking forward to friday! :]
I've got a buffet to go to!
Yeah man! :D

BYE MY SHOW'S STARTING!!!

P.S
Should not be posting till after O's.
Am a nerd now (:
NERD NERD NERD!

Picking up the pieces,

2009-09-16T21:10:00.003+08:00

Feel so lazy to study. Swore to myself that I'll use com for only half an hours. It was 7.15 then. It's 9.11 now. More than 2 hours.

Facebook is driving me nuts. I have to admit it's the best way to uhmm.. heh ;D but I'm freaking hooked on it alr. shit, and the God wants you to know makes me feel that I can slack like no more tmr:/

WELLLLLLLLLLLL, I mean slacking for one day IS okay right? :D

I think I should not say this cause I'm not really sure but yah, anyway this should be my last post on this blog. Gonna move to tumblr or onsugar i think :D Till I think of a link, make do with this.

The internet is the most helpful yet destroying invention ever!!!!! And I hope that the L1R5 bar can be raised to like 20? seriously, I need that badly):

Looking forward to next weekend :DDD

bye! the snooze monster is bugging me alr! :]

this is freaking embarassing.

Opps a daisy,

2009-09-11T19:25:00.002+08:00

Blogger is still not working right so I decided to just post this picture! :D My fav of yesterday, more on Jinni's blog. Even more on Fb, I think.

Anyway, today sucked. Going to school was a wrong decision. Taking the papers was a wrong decision. I am so (f)angry right now and a bit sad. I am angry not because of results, of something else, neither am I sad because of results.

I am sad a bit of results but more of today's-my-ex-super-good-buddy-birthday and like I used the word EX. sighs. I still rmb okay, 4 fking years and I still do. I swear we've got more downs than ups but I'll never forget the ups we had :D Esp when we got back at * for being a bitch. I dont think we'll ever be like how we were before, ever. And that is one more thing on my regret list):

I am angry because I no longer understand the word *. Anyway i'm home alone with a choco chip cookie, dying of hunger with a choco chip cookie, blogging with a choco chip cookie and here's the best part : No one cares. So let's take out the glasses & give a cheers for me, for being such a successful person in life.

Sometimes you can't really blame me for the things I do, you need to count the promises you broke and how many times you left me alone.

When I say 'No . . . . . I'm fine' I swear even a stranger knows that that's a lie but you dont and there's nothing more I can say.

I used to think life was fine, but I guess it now really suck. Can't wait for after O's, it's so far so I think I'll be looking forward to 15 days from now(:

I think I need to grow up and really start working hard. I fking fail my papers): I want to work for the crazy statement you said ;D hahahahahs, can't imagine what'll happen if I really get L1R5 6. Think it'll be the best day of my life, priceless expression from you:P

I shall go cry for 3 hours now, 1 hour for 1 paper. Get some sleep and go out tmr and have fun :D Am pretty sad you know, of something else, dont think they realise but I dont think I'll say either. I'm the only one left. I should've known a long time ago, but that's okay(: Haven't I been fine when I was 7? Let alone now. It's always okay to be left out, esp if your name happens to be Shermaine.

Really hope tmr will be a good day, hate results. Hate prelims. Hate O level.

goodbye.

I'm cookie monster nemesis,
cause choco chip cookie seems to be the only one who treats me as a bf now (:

Escape to Africa!

2009-09-10T21:06:00.004+08:00

ESCAPE!! :D

This is my loserish statement 'Ferris Wheel is fucking scary!!'
Seriously, Pirate Ship Wet n' Wild step aside! It's fking scary horh, I'm the loser stuck there screaming when the thing move -.-
Not scary meh? When the thing move & shake, dam dam dam dam(x1000000000000) scary horh. I'm supra scared it'll just fall off the thingy.
I dont think I have scared of heights thingy but I got the 'super-insecure-scared-ride-fall-off' fear. You dont have meh? I dam scared those rides suddenly just fall off one leh. SUPER SCARY HORH. It's worse than being stuck in the haunted house.
Jasmine had to cover my mouth then point to the thing and say 'SEE! It's metal, wont fall one (knocks knocks)'
BUT STILLL, it's not diamond anyway. Not 100% guarantee what. can't blame me. Took me about a few more shakes & muffled screaming to calm down. sighs.

I think I am a very insecure person.
I'm scared that during the wet n' wild I'll fall off. Because of the grip but I took like twice in the end .___.

Overall, it was okay. Bullshit 17.70, should have caught movies instead. Waste of moolahs, but go kart is really fun :] bet the J(s) had an ultra good time. HAHA :D My pri school snr lehs, zai boh! :D Shall dig out the year book & search, remind me!!

Finally had Aglio Olio(no g no go no g!) Been craving since last last week :] it was great despite feeling nauseous, too much flipping is no good. ugh. Saw Tom & Jerry too, hahas. didnt know Jerry was THIS big in real life ;D

Pretty good mood now, dont remind me about tmr. lalala~ I found my interest in blogging again :)

I've got this HUGE blister on my little toe with one tiny one beside it and another above it which is 3 altogether. Sureeeeeeee, so family. Think I'll have to wear track shoes tmr :/

oh, and by the way, did you realise that the ferris wheel above is from Genting theme park?

Nothing much to say anymore alr, bye!

It's like reaching out, and realising there's nothing there.

1,2, JUMP!

2009-09-10T00:58:00.002+08:00

Just found something real awesome! :D
Will post real soon...

Approx 9 more hours, can't wait! :P
I dont think I can sleep well tonight but I've got red eye & I want it to disappear sooooooooooon! ):

I said
'Forget it. Foret everything, forget promises & what I said. It doesn't matter nor count anymore. Ever.'

Way to go Shermaine, way to go.

It used to be a funhouse,

2009-09-09T19:38:00.004+08:00

Pictures from pretty long ago, got them so decided to upload. Blogger still ain't working right so I had to use Photobucket :/

Err, these were from 22/08 :]
Went out with friends, ate, went to a pub & played pool.
One day I'll master Pool man! :( Super noob at that game, still.

oh yeah, hahas. check out my drink. it's fruit punch -.- Bo bian, cox it's exam period. Can't afford to drink :X
hahas, but I did drink just that not one whole glass. Pretty good exposure to a different mix :D

Pool! Didnt take pics when we're in the pool room. This was in the pub & didnt really played much. The table was the mini one anyway! :D

Guess this was all, what a scoff.
I didnt even look 18 ;D

TOMORROW'S GONNA BE A GREAT DAY! :D
Supraaaaaaaaaa excited now 8D
Been hooked on PSP & shows these days, tsk tsk.

Haven't been mugging. YOU? are you mugging? :P
HAPPY MUGGING THEN!

I realise there's one post below with missing pics. Blogger's cracked up you see. But there's no point posting pics now so wait for tmr's picsssss! :DDD
Gonna take alot! :D
& have alot of fun!!!!!

Feel like eating Aglio Olio!
._________.
Gluttony ~

GOODBYE! :D

You make me smile like a fool,

Carved in black ink on your heart,

2009-09-04T22:57:00.014+08:00

/Edit
(Just deleted everything I've typed)

That post was meaningless.

you know sometimes I wonder why am I posting, is it because of you? him? or her?
Now I know, I post for myself, more often than not.
Since it's for myself, why still open this blog?
Maybe I should close it, it's the in thing right now horh M? :/

Feeling preety bitchy right now, really wanna rail off the hook but no. That's not my style.
I'm going back to find the old me. (topic sentence of the day)

In short, Prelims are over and I want to sit an aeroplane (like crazy).
you dont know how much I want to!
I want to much to use my pocket money to buy a budget ticket but I've figured I've only got enough for one trip so either I swim there then take plane or vice versa, hmmm :X

I think, I've changed. Do you? I do. Yes I know but I am 排比-ing. Gonna do some vam voom around here. Been lost from the online world for quite long alr.
Have friends asking me if I'm mugging now but dnt believe when I say yes, thanks alot horh. heh but I'll screw you guys up when we get out of here tgt. Then we'll screw the town up ;D

Before I leave, I'll extract my most meaningful sentence from my deleted post. Something I've come up with when I reached partial Nirvana (bright lights surround with the almighty holy music) ~ ~ ~

当你用黑暗的心看待世界时
世界将会是黑暗的

hais, how true.
See! I've grown so much alr, it's scary. I'm becoming too evil for myself to handle, too messed up and you know what, I'm only 16. fuckshit

Screw physics! I got chem!

2009-08-25T17:02:00.000+08:00

The clouds these few days are really very pretty :D

Really miss the feeling of sitting in an aeroplane, hope that I can sit on one real sooooooooooooooooon 8D

Hope tomorrow will be a good day with pretty clouds & clear blue sky!
Good Luck to me for oral & to you toooooo!
Hope tomorrow is some easy question, xP

I want to sit aeroplane .________.

After tomorrow will be slack alr!
JIA YOU BAH DA JIA!

FIGHTING!!

Screw chem! I got Phyics!

A tiny breaakk,

2009-08-12T08:06:00.002+08:00

In com lab now so I have time to have a mini post :X

I HAVE BEEN MUGGING!
blurdy hell, all those who kan bian me shall be proved wrong! (fingers crossed)
I really want to do well lehs):
REALLY REALLY REALLY!!!

And, I'm feeling that it's impossible alr

AEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESH!!!!

Nevertheless, I will continue to mug.
All of you should join me, be a guai kia like me
I can form a club, a mugger club!
YAY! I will be president & you can come be members! :D
even though I think I'll be the only one in it. . .

CHOING AHHHHH~~~~~~
(does the warrior running forward with spear action)

Stalin says that I must hit production targets so as to get a poster!
POSTER LEH!
You have not?!

'WE WILL WORK LIKE SHERMAINE!'

bwahah! :D

I'll fight for what I want

2009-07-31T20:06:00.014+08:00

Image 1

smart people know no boundaries ;D

More pics from that day's Teo Heng outing :]

Image 2
Image 3
Image 4
Image 5
Image 6

A masterpiece by yours truly,

Image 7

It's really super chio okay! I mean I drew this using the tablet lehs! Not bad right, I was so amazed/astounded/shocked/flabberghasted/overwhelmed . .
Amazed? Have I said that alr? Okay well anyway, it's really not bad what. I'm firm in my stand for this.
Thou shall recognise true talents :]

Life have been a bed of roses lately! It's so sweet smelling like carboyxlic acids + alcohols which forms a c-o bond :D Yeah baby, imma organic chem pro now, yee haw! 8D
Repetitive intensive tlc from Mrs Lam have reaped great results & a miracle occured in yours truly chemistry results.
Like they say you reap what you sow, you reap a rose you get not a lily, a VENUS FLY TRAP(this is for youknowwho), a clitoria, a Ischaemum Muticum, or whathaveyou in that minimum dictionary of yours that I have to stoop so low to reach(sounds familar? like some eng teacher will always say? *winks*), anyway you will definately get a ROSE.

Too much tests will lead to this. Like saying 'I am respiring' instead of 'I am breathing' and you tend to talk in some foreign language that I dont understand but not anymore.
Thou shall catch up during Prelims :]

My pokpok L1R5 6 is coming ~
I can feel it ~ ~ ~
It takes time though
so this is an official notice :]

HIATUS!

yay! No more computer for me till a lightyear later. Don't miss me too much(I know you will but try your best okay?) I'll be back, no worries! I will survive this ordeal of horrendous mugging sessions. I will come up stronnnnng! Triumphant! :D

Let me give you a tip,
sleep more. alot more. alot alot more. super alot alot more.
Because without sleep you'll look like a mutated housefly warp together with a owl.

bullshit. this post is bullshit.
I.CANT.THINK.STRAIGHT.NEMORE.

I shall go caress the computer & use till I shuang before it's goodbye!
You will be missed, CHING CHING ~~~~
no wait, I'm talking to the computer k. thx.

BYE! :D

I used to be love drunk
& I'm alr over the hangovers

what are you doing here!

2009-07-26T17:06:00.003+08:00

It's exactly a month to my birthday! :D

which also means it's exactly 25 more days to PRELIMS (thunder booms & claps)
Doesn't that word sound so close yet so far at the same time? It feels yesterday that I was sec 4
.______________.

Something to get off my chest here...
I just want to say I feel smarter these days.
I feel that I know alot of things nowsadays ah~
I don't feel so naive anymore so stupid anymore.
& I know you will get what I'm posting, if you have always been getting what I've been posting.
I also have to say another thing here, I AM AMAZING.
okay no, I mean I AM SHOCKED DISAPPOINTED ANGRY? nah not really the last one, but I am serious about the other 2. Esp the middle one. We are friends right?
You Lied
You know. I know. She know. We know. They know.
WE ALL KNOW what YOU are doing.

AEESHHH!
Why am I saying so much here anyway?! FML. FYL!

Anyway, I think givesmehope.com is one of the best site ever. You should go see, it's so atrociously funny :]

I think I am the most random girl on earth :]
It's good because nothing bad gets stuck in my head for long, & I mean nothing.

92 days to O level & here you are reading my blog
& here I am posting for you.

ANYHOOOOO!

My life now shall be filled with studies studies & more studies!
Nothing else really bothers me as much as studies now anyway,
My lifelong ambition of L1R5 6 is now far far away from me nehh~
Need to work harder alr, need to do well for PRELIMS

SHERMAINE, FIGHTING AH!!

Tests everyday of next week. I feel like doing a cartwheel + a skip -.-

I am no longer who I am, I have grew. outgrown you,

P.S
you know my birthday, you better wish me or I'll spank you upside down inside out leftside right.

old habits die harder,

2009-07-24T21:22:00.029+08:00

Today was a goody-two-shoes day! :D

Went out with the ladies to Teo Heng & then later to Astons! :D yum yum :]
Too bad no ice cream chef but clara showed me where it is. I never know it was there, passed by there a million of times without knowing. god :O

okokay. Today was an insane day, ended school early with no mock exam (buttshakes) Imagine the joy I am feeling, bwa hah :D Bus-ed down to TH & waited for like so long for 7 packets of chicken rice that we aged around approximately 20 years each, sigh :/

HAIYO, I KNOW WE ALL DONT CARE ABOUT DETAILS. SHALL JUST SPAM THE PICTURES AFTER WRITING HIGHLIGHTS :D

1. NAOMI, like NAOMI LEE, from my class the NAOMI sang today :D Wow, her voice is incredulous, marvelous, you will be left awe-struck. A million percent yes! It's so different from her norma voice & it's nice :]

2. XiaoHui is an amazing singer but an all time entertainer (winks). She singing Womanizer is the best thing on earth. YOUUUUU~ YOUUUU!!! YOUUUUU??? hahahahas, super hilarious. After hearing her sing you'll forget the original song tune alr & key & you can't stop laughing :P

3. Naomi's priceless expression when I sneaked up on her. I fell on the floor in the middle of TH & laugh like crazy & she almost took the door & wham my face :X

4. WE SING NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOUUUU~~~ Omg, I screamed shrieked runned around hysterically when i found that song & we went crazy dancing & singing the song. (clap clap clap)

more to come . . .

couple deciding what song to choose, so close that they only need to tilt slightly before they can can can .... *gasps*

My fat legs compared to Clara's. dammit. I swear I will lose weight!!!

Check out my blue socks! :D (stop staring at my fat legs!) eh hardly Naomi take pics! :D

eh 3rd time alr le eh! why so many of her doing the same pose!?!??!

I feel like putting a smiley on that face of mine. Anyway Naomi took alot of pics today!:D YAY HER!:D

freak. they laughed at my face for dam dam dam dam dam(times a million) long. They say I look like some chee ko pek. lol. blurdy hell, I'm a girl leh. you hamsat. hehxD

Small kids that never grow up(:

She make me feel like a sticky buggy & she look so wei qu ):

Look at Jinni face.

Look at my face.

Look at our face(:

This shows that there ARE happy endings around.. ermm.

faved! :D

Hoodie Moodie Foodie

WARNING!

VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED. 12STITCHES HOLD NO RESPONSIBLITIES OF POSSIBLE SIDE EFFECTS WITH THE RESULTS OF EXPOSURE TO SUCH RARE BEAUTIES :]

ahh yes, welcome back from your dream from heaven (or nightmare from hell) hahaas, kidding lah! :D

ToO much flash leads to damage of the cornea, retina, lens & whatever.

We were dancing :D

Welcome home. As you can see, the other highlights are mainly :

5. My CheeKoPek look horrible super funny look .______.

6. The pictures which you know.. brought to you much . . idk, but yah, you get what I mean (:

7. The rare occurance of Naomi & phototakings! :D

Headed to Astons to eatie eat eat :]
Which was goody good good!
Went home & reach home at 8 plus, but today was eventful & a truckload of fun + laughters! :D

WE SHALL HAVE MORE OF THIS KAY! ^^

BYE ALL!

I hate liars, especially if you consider me your friend

& so we shall see,

2009-07-23T23:34:00.002+08:00

I changed my skin.. yeah babe. I'm now one piping hot tanned toned freaking chio bu :D
(I'd wished)

anyway, it's super simple. Colors a bit dull & stuff. but I'm all too lazy to edit anymore. Currently considering hopping over to tumblr:] Not easy figuring out how to get the shit done but boy, for the accomplishment :D

My life is too complicated & I hope to keep things simple. As simple as possible. We're talking about balance here. I have a simple blogskin simple simple simple.

I have no idea what I'm posting alr. Anyway, I need to put a song in my blog but it isn't available on playist nor imeem. Any other good suggestions? :D

Tests everyday of next week, I feel like shouting hooray jumping for joy & bursting party poppers alr. Freaking 9-17 chaps. I am so gonna do well man!

what's new?

I really need to study.
Mrs Lam say it's important.
Mrs Lam. Professor Lam. Philosopher Lam. Exercise Teacher Mrs Lam.
She taught us an exercise to make our butts bigger today & did 2 half starjumps which make it one. & she attempted to spin but she say she can't, unfortunately.
I like her. I also like Lily Koh.

Tomorrow will be a good day. gonna go TH with the ladies ^^ man, we can hop by ice cream chefs if it's near, really want to eat it:D
bet tmr will be fun. bet tmr you'll will be mugging while i play. assholes.
mug mug mug, think you cool ah, whole day mug. I take a jug come find you ah 奶奶的

I really need all THE NERDS TO UNITE at my house & influence me spiritually, mentally, emotionally & most importantly, PHYSICALLY to study. May the force be with us...

ahhh~

I can feel it alr (take a dep breath)

The insanity of life. stop shermaine stop.

too much too much, need to shut up. I am going to be a ~~mugger~~ jugger too. you can bring all your jugs, plastic jug, metal jug, straw jug, NYLON jug, POLYESTER jug, straw jug?? All welcome. come find me. We're gonna show the dam muggers who's boss.

SEE IS YOUR MUG BIGGER OR MY JUG BIGGER.

SEE IS MY JUG FILL YOU IN ONE SHOT OR YOUR (o.5L)MUG CAN FILL MY 1.5L JUG IN ONE SHOT.

stop shermaine stop.

not been sleeping well these days, living off with 4 hrs of sleep. blurdy hell. what's wrong with me.

stop shermaine stop.

I need to study. now. right . now. right round when you go down when you do down down ~

sotp shermaine stop.

okay I need to off this before I go crazy & create a Neopets account. missing Meerca Chase, Chia Bombers & so much more.
Or maybe dl Audition again, lol

wakeup shermaine wake up.

be the eclipse of my heart,

2009-07-22T20:06:00.002+08:00

School today awesome! (thumbs up)

It's super short & we barely had lessons! :D

Chem was WonderGirls madness!
Mrs Lam showed us the WonderGirls dvd, Tell me & Nobody MV! :D hahahahs How cool is that? ;] She was showing us macromolecules actually, NYLON stockings :P
sohee kiss kim bum before!): <-- that was random :X

Bio was the first in million years that was fun:D
we played BIOPOLY! :D Digestive system version, which is cool! The currecy is Enzymes & we can have Q&A. I love the pawns, it's ballons with flour in it (squishes, pokes, squeezes)

Most important event though was the ECLIPSE! :D
Heidy used her phone to watch Channel U which had a LIVE telecast from CCTV10. So we watched it. It's super cool, esp when the moon moved from the last tiny part then block out the whole sun! Everyone was like 'OHH!' No one really cared that the teacher was there anymore. Eclipse leh, 100 years once kind thing(: A good insight. Encore telecast tonight though!

Which reminds me of what Lily Koh said on Monday
'What do you'll think of this story?'
(silence)
'Okay fine, you'll choose.
A-Pathetic B-Irrelevant or C-Can't Make it?'
(laughs like mad)
Seriously, she is one cool teacher(: English aint that bad with her.

da da da dalada dalada ~
hooked on this part :]

OKOKAY, shall go catch up with the world on what I'm missing out now

What if love was right in front of you ---
only that you couldn't see it?
(complex sentence structure btw)

I want you to stay here with me,

2009-07-18T22:53:00.003+08:00

Currently hooked onto a song I heard on C's blog:]
Just thought that it sounds great :D

You talk to me
You speak with me
Don't sink before you rise baby
Don't fade away

You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away

Who's to say, we'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same
And I know that we'll never change
Look I bought your favourite ice cream
I don't wanna see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don't know if we're gonna be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where I know I won't forget

And now, whos to say, well be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause were the same
And I know that we'll never change
Look I bought your favorite ice ream
I don't want to see it melts away

If you walk out now
I don't know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

I want you to stay here with me

If what they say is true,
I'd never fall in love with you

hello little boys little toys,

2009-07-17T23:56:00.003+08:00

Confession:
Sometimes I feel like taking a knife & slitting/stabbing myself(depending on severity of situation). The reason might sound stupid to you so I'm not saying. Have you ever felt like killing yourself because you feel so *?

Resolution:
Imma superrrrrrrrr motivated about life now :]
I AM GONNA BE WHO I WANT TO BE. WHO I WANT TO
LOOK LIKE
BE LIKE
FEEL LIKE
and I swear I need to do it because this is the infinite time I'm saying & not doing things (fingers cross)
No wait, I have not set a deadline or is it dateline? okay whatever idiot, you get it anyway(: Before . . urhm . . . End of O levels :D yup yup.

I feel so accomplished alr.
Maybe that's what they say about winning half the battle even before you fight it (winks)

now hold on to me pretty baby,
if you wanna fly

P.S
I let out my deepest darkest secret today to someone :X

P.P.S
I am looking forward to National Day(fingers cross) because I think, if everything goes well(fingers cross) it's party till sun down! (fingers cross)

sometimes fate can't stop meddling,

2009-07-17T21:20:00.003+08:00

HI ALL! :D
This will be a compact post of my life over the past few days :]

Sunday was cousin powerrrrrr! :D
hahas, we really is super power.
We ordered lik prawns, crabs, curry fish head & alot of stuff. Not forgetting me & B's fav '扬州炒饭'
Forever like that. When people ask us what you want to eat at a seafood restaurant, we'll shout 扬州炒饭 at the same time & laugh while people give us the -.- look. S E A F O O D lehs.
Well, they were very nice to me you know. I asked to borrow books then they were saying O level coming must concentrate so No.

THEY FREAKINGLY DISCUSS WAYS TO KA JIAO ME & HAD A LOT OF LAUGHTER ):

Idea 1
Take picture of all the books they have then post into each of their fb account & tag me in everyone of it. 'HAHA YOU CANT READ UNTIL AFTER O'S'

Idea 2
Scan one chapter each day so as to limit me lest I spend too much time reading the books. Then send me via email.

BUT BUT

will fail because the books are too precious to be bent :P

Idea 2 part 2
Hand type word by word since B is superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr free. & he laugh at me for having to mug

BUT BUT BUT BUT,
cousin mah. got loveeeee de :] so they where got so evil? :D

Tadahhhh! My collection of books to complete :D
that's the most they'll lend me alr): And even requested me to wrap for them the books but still deeply appreciated for lending :]

I was also being mocked at for having O level english oral on my once-in-a-freaking-lifetime-16-year-old-birthday): super sad. Thankfully, G says I can call her out & we'll go shopping spreeee! :D Seriously considering since next day is english paper! ^^

NEXT FEW DAYS . . . .

(studying for tests nothing much interesting except PS, I love you is a good book)

& also this super cool picture :D
I totally laughed my ass off. Faris says he looks super good here *ahem*

18 chef-ed with the ladies on wed I think(: Super good & funny with squirms, laughter & did we gossiped? hahahahas. I forgot but it was still good^^ Our cohort is not so boring after all (winks)

Today
Freedom ring :D

After SS test, it was like a super heavy load off my super tight shoulders. HAHAS. Went with Jinni to get notebook & had a LIGHT meal.. :X

HARRY POTTER SUCKS!!!!

'Look at the disppointed faces coming out from the cinema, sure watch HP de!'
hahahs, disappointment lehs. They say the book is million times better :]

Anyway, rushed home & bath & met M (as in REM the M) at 530. fine, I was late. Re-ignited my love for pasta :DD Talked alot, been so long. the good old times, good OLD times. laughed alot & talked alot. oh wait, I said that alr. hehxD

okay, shall go catch up with the online world. bye all:]

Do you believe in soul mates?

it's been so long,

2009-07-16T21:25:00.003+08:00

This is a quick & brief update :]
I havent touch the com since (checks last post date)

Life has been real hard with the truckload amount of tests & amount of chapters being covered.

Mrs Liang, when you say test on chap 2-8. Just test on chap 2-8. Dont ask us how water moves in plant because that is chap 9, transport in plants. When you say test on Wed then test on Wed, dont absent postpone to Tuesday.

You will break my innocent & naive young heart.

My mood these days are totally off the hook man, I can be super happy & fucked up at the same time. greatttt.

I have an urge to book 5 tickets & pass to 4 people & fly off with them to some unknown island :D

I think I'm going crazy, I need to study SS alr. I alr broke my (whatever, cant think of the right word) and touch the com today. More detailed post on tmr? nah, maybe Sat.

Last Sunday was a wonderful day!(:
Tomorrow will be a great day :]
Next week will be a great week :]

SHERMAINE will be a BOOKWORM :P

everyone needs a guardian angel,

pictures of you, pictures of me,

2009-07-10T23:35:00.003+08:00

Some photos from the past, been so long still got more but guess not alr(:
okay anyway, I forgot what I want to say. erm . . . oh yes! I have super chio fonts on MSN now & I have the newest Plus! with eavesdrop function! :DD bwa hah!
Thanks Joshua! & Jinni for helping to test! :]

Eliz Birthday present this year. Frankly speaking, it's superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr chio! :D I love it!

Group shots!

This is fun 2! hah, crap the light block out the classic part of the photo! aye dam!):

Fun 1! Which I think not very fun. Check out the couple! :D

Formal shot! Hahas, Nowelle & Jinni fell out that day. lol.. & I smiled with my teeth that day. they say I hardly do :/

I guess that's all I have to post.
bye(:

Calling you at 3am & I,

Monkey business

2009-07-10T20:31:00.003+08:00

An unexpected visitor dropped by today & my mother called me & I was practically screaming off the phone in shock. okay, I exaggerated but I was overwhelmed. LOL. (copied from eng mock exam which i have no idea what it means) Went home & I saw the visitor! :D

The visitor come & eat my fruits in the balcony & bath in the pail of water which we use to collect rain water. Dam, should charge it! But anyway, my house became a circus or something. LOL! There were many ppl downstairs looking up & the area was cordon off & there were kids outside my door who wants to get in & see the visitor at my balcony.

This is the first time in my life, that I realise, my brother is so popular.
People downstairs shout 'Terance! whr's the monkey now?'
& people outside my door shout 'Terance! Ask your daddy let me in!'

wah, eh please we very close meh? lol. Need thing then ask my brother, lol. But anyhooo, the police also came but they alr left. My parents say lah cox they cant catch ot smthing. So there is this notice at our block saying 'Please dont feed the monkey'
奶奶的 he come eat our fruit then throw the seed all over the floor with the skin leh, think even if they put the notice also no use. And the monkey is superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr agile leh! :O Can climb to the roof then jump till 7th floor then jump all the way downnnnn :O

Think it's now at GVSS, prolly enjoying the canteen food there. hahahas. who knows? Mr. Monkey, please come back soon. I want to collect the money & I want to take a picture of you.
Thank you :]

Isn't my life so interesting?
(bullshit)

I am in a emo mooood :/
I can cut myself & Ryan Higa way 'ouch! This hurts soo sooo GOOOOOOOOOD!' hais, too much too much. it's all too much. I need to think & rethink. Can we take our heart out & dig the contents & empty & just let it restart? I think I really am going insane,
I shall just go play fb & listen to 世界末日-Jay Chou over & over again): This song is so so good :]

想笑　來偽裝掉下的眼淚　點點頭　承認自己會怕黑
我只求　能借一點的時間來陪　你卻連同情都不給
想哭　來試探自己麻痺了沒　全世界　好像只有我疲憊
無所謂　反正難過就敷衍　走一回　但願絕望和無奈遠走高飛

天灰灰　會不會　讓我忘了你是誰
夜越黑　夢違背　難追難回味
轉載來自我的世界將被摧毀　也許事與願違

累不累　睡不睡　半夜無人相依偎
夜越黑　夢違背　有誰肯安慰
我的世界將被摧毀　也許頹廢也是另一種美

Maybe this is the best way out
I wish the best for you, sincerely(:

P.S
I really love my cousins alot! They are the coolest & the best ever, I dont think I can find a second them(: New cousins! ^^

P.P.S
I'm looking forward to Sunday like crap. I need to talk.

Because I'm stupid,

2009-07-09T21:08:00.002+08:00

Currently super in love with this!

(I found another fan made mv so I decided to use it since Jinni uploaded the other alr :D )

The song is very nice, the lyrics make you squirm at certain parts. Oh man, superrrrr emo but superrrrrrr nice :]
hahahahas, I'm gonna update my whole ipod now. gonna revamp it! yay! :DD
but you know what, Ji Hoo is not cute. & Yi Jung DOES NOT look like you! pipeline! ^^

Talking to Loo makes me want to laugh. We had a crazy convo yesterday. What pipe lines really! oh my goodness!

shermaine what kind of band calls themselves SS501?
ت JINNI erm
ت JINNI they wanted to be pilot.
ت JINNI but then...
ت JINNI decided to be singers?

& SS501 happens to be a band Ji Hoo is in. HAHAHAHHAHAS. so hilarious when nowelle told us today. I'M so NOT a dirty old pipe okay! ):
Spent some time today listening to the song, oh man.. super nice :D

(skip from here if you dont want to hear bullshit)

okay that being that.
wow. I read something off somewhere & I actually got so pissed off.
what the fuck really.
Seriously, and then you poke your nose into this?!
oh my goodness!
Things are really super crap these days & I'm really very very irritated alr.
argh! freak.

I went to stick the thicker ear stick into my stubborn ear & I think I twisted the shit out of the flesh inside cox it's really pain & itchy & I prolly got an infection but I am still playing with the stick. crap. I need Jamie Foxx ;D if you get it. It's really irritating cause there is a lump there now & I heard there isnt suppose to be one(since I just pierced last year)
I'm feeling so crazy right now. I think eyebrow piercing is sexy & I would not mind getting one. Nowelle's tragus is super tempting & there is still this one more on my list. I also think that tattoos are not all that horrible alr. I am insane. Dam it.

Now I am feeling super tired I feel like sleeping on & on & on. Really super tired. Done with books for now, hope xh's getting more. Need to start studying, really. See many people studying alr. they are crazy but I'm insane, so that makes us (:
Sleep isn't helping me at all. I dream every night. Dam. & I Dream in my dream -.- & I dont get nice dream): where have all the nice ones gone to?!

I really think I'm super tired alr. I can't think. I'm getting impatient & I'm doing really stupid stuffs now, you never want to know. I need to sort my songs out but I think I'll prolly mess it up anyway.

To hell with it. I need sleep.

I'm starting to think, that I've not been thinking.

self-evaluation, check.

2009-07-08T21:09:00.008+08:00

1. I'm back, but not better than ever.
Been sleeping & threading on the edge of my life endlessly this days. (!!) what does that mean? Actually I dont know, it just came out. Okay, what I meant was I haven really been having enough what human beings call sleep or rest. Reason being, I have a great mind. A keen mind. LOL. No, I am actually studying for Prelims alr & it's so easy man really. Totally insulting my capabilities. Just ask me the hardest maths question you can think of. . Well for me it'll be like

1+2!

& I'll be like 'HA! that's easy! Come on, you can give a harder one! 12!' so yes, my mind is a bit weird this days. I keep looking around for robotic boyfriends.

2. I'm an avid reader. . (what?) :D
what's avid btw? I dont know, it just came out again. I've finally read finish Abf:D hahas, that's why I'm looking for robotic boyfriends. It's good I guess, didnt cry just touched :] It's a good book, no wait manga. yeah, 6 books only, pretty easy. I mean PICTORIAL lehs. not like those 繁体字 autobiography books of Obama. hahas, right like he knows how to write that & have the time to write that. But anyway, & I'm into this brand new book, or sort of, to me.
Can you keep a secret?

My take? You're asking for my take?

You can ask those around me in class. hahas, think they are pretty irritated alr. I keep giggling through lesson like as though my bf just told me the FUNNIEST joke alive. . to him, & I laugh to make him feel okay. No wait, not that kind of laugh. Erm it the kind of when your crush walks past & he winks at you & you squirms & giggles like as though he likes you when he don't. crap.

yes, but that's what happens, & Jas is gonna read it because she thinks it's nice when I told her bits of it! :D
see, TASTE. but it's really good & funny.
Pretty embarassing to be smiling to yourself & Mr Tam ask you 'So, does it goes into or out of the paper?' hahahs, he thinks I was talking to Nowelle. WAIT TILL HE KNOWS I was laughing at a book!

3. Let's get down to business!

OKAY WHY HAVEN YOU BEEN COMING TO MY BLOG RECENTLY? HUH? HUH? HUH!!!

just kidding. I mean business to me. SOOOOO, as I was saying( I know I wasn't but that's how shows always goes) There is alot alot of Tests & Prelims schedule is out alr!!! how bloooody efficient! First thing first, I skimmed through all the days, check check check. AH YES. It does seem pretty fine, first day is so slack... so slack like exams starts on the next! So that's done & I went to read my book.

Approx 7 mins later,

Something struck me. I went 'Oh CRAP!' super loudly suddenly & was rummaging through my table for the exam timetable. Apparantly, my friends all caught the message & they look too, 'why her birthday ah?' So yes, I scan through & right smack in the middle of the exam dates . .

AUGUST 26!

what crap! & the papers are like my 2 weakest subjects -.- shut up, dont say I'm weak at all! I'm not! Just most, except PE! (: but it's so sad. I MEAN IT'S THE 16th birthday, okay I know I'm not the only one & will not be the only who is ever so lucky.. OH WAIT, I said lucky. Hey! & it's a wed, shall go pick 4 numbers for my dad for 4D! 8D Then I can ask for a laptop or smthing, or request for *!!!! :DDDD okay so yah, pretty sad. Just hope that people will remember. LOL.

It's so irritating. Even if I mug now just so that that day I can go out hang out also no use cause it'll be like 'Hey guys! Let's go out eat!' *beams widly* 'oh no sorry shermaine, we need to study'
RIGHT. see? Life's hard :/ PRELIMS PRELIMS PRELIMS, I prefer O levels! HMPH!

(oooooh yes, yes I do *butt shakes*)

Whatever but next few days are crammed with tests, but I haven finish my book:/ dont really care anymore, books are more impt. tsk. AHHH I'M SO DEPRESSED ALR!):

4. I'm NOT wrong.
hey you know what, I've done self evaluation & I really hate it when people say that. BIG TIME. I almost stab my handphone up your anus you know. okay I am not that mean but you dont know anything! NOTHING! about me about her. You have NO rights to comment. From you I learn that I should shut up & not comment too much because it makes people want to stick handphone up my butt. I know I'm really mean even though I say I'm not & I did try not putting what you said at heart but sometimes I can't help it. You've got a talent for irking me up. TALENT. okay, I'm terribly sorry I mean it. Friendships, tell me that this is common. This spices up the relationship. I know we're living in denial but it's better than having knives in our backs. Hey, I dont do that. I dont stab you in your back. I dont. I dont do that to friends. I still like you as a friend.

If you're wondering if it's you, then it might probly be. Because, you won't wonder unless you have a gulity conscience.
(prolly one of my best statements in this life *winks*)

越是在乎的人
越是猜不透

Momento Mori,

2009-07-04T17:56:00.005+08:00

A rather embarassing thing happened to me yesterday :X

It went like this.

I was trying to reply C a mail which I typed in Word Doc. Okay, that's because we need to use word count but the reason is not really for you to know. So anyway, I opened C's mail at approx 9. I had to do 2 things : Chiong finish SS project & reply the mail. I have until 10.

SO YES, Shermaine Loo is rather efficient so I manage to finish SS at ard 9 plus & then I choinged out the mail by around 955.

YESSSSSS. (does the looks up to sky hands i fist action)

So I quickly typed the mail & sent to C :]

IF ONLY IT ENDED HERE.

Well apparantly, hotmail isn't all that good you know. They dont prompt you to ask
'Do you have to attach any mail Ma'am?'

& apparantly I didnt. I happily switched off my computer & went to watch my tv show! eh last ep!!! :D so yah, was watching until halfway C smsed me

SHERMAINE LOO! DO YOU KNOW YOU DIDNT EVEN ATTACH ANYTHING! WANT ME TO READ AIR IS IT! LOL!
(whole sale copied)

HAHAS, dammit:/ I felt totally embarassed I even told C that the mail will be there very soon & confirm can read tonight

That's my life, ay ay ay . . .

Went to school today. Lent my tickets to Jinni since I BOUGHT THE SEASON PASS -.- Went for Alpha which is gooooooooooooood ^^ hahas, horh xh? :DD Then went to find the rest at ISH. Went in was the 3/4 guys match. Sat down & watch. In less than 5 mins we left

.__________________________.

Freak, I HAVEN EVEN WARM THE BENCH (hahahs, benchwarmer) & I haven see *
lol. what a pity, but it's okay lah. Went off for lunch & chit chat with the ladies! :D

How can keep secrets from me? ):
Ayyy! ):
That's a very ultra super duper sad thing you know?
but nvermind, at least you said in the end! :D
Friends mah! I have thing sure tell you .. heh heh xD

THING ------> THING.

lol, nevermind I think only I get it.

Can't wait for school on Tues. Gonna put our creativity & brain to the test now :]

Shall go play bejeweled with Clara now :D

EH MSN GAMES QUITE FUN LEHS. Strongly recommended if you're facebook deprived (winks)

It feels good to use com for leisure & not academic reasons :D

BYE ALL!

Why do you do this so easily,

P.S
Having Steamboat tonight! :D yum yum! :] Can't wait..

HUAT AH!!!

:O

-.-

I've got a single girl swag,

2009-07-03T13:50:00.004+08:00

I know my blogskin for my ex-blog is very childish, stupid & immature. I said I know.
So I changed it! :D
hahahas, I already slowed the car down so have fun catching! If it's still too fast then I'll slow it somemore! I actually had fun trying to catch it!
So if you dont want so much trouble what should you do?

Definately not not come to my blog, you should relink :D
even if you dont, I dont mind either :]
No one really comes hear anyway except me, (leaves rustle & fly around the empty blog)

you know what, I had a dream last night again. It was rather real, it happened in school. I was left shocked. Can't really rmb what you said in the dream alr,(that's a lie) but it was distrubing. LOL.
I think there's something wrong with me, I dream every day. . no wait. . every night.

ARGH! I'm very irritated now. I've so many things to do & so many other things left in school.
Hope tmr will be a good day, like really seriously. We can actually go back school to watch bball :D Wouldn't mind considering that.. LOL. I didnt even know why I bought the tickets. Who knows there might be swine virus there then school will be closed for GOOD. . . Nah, I'll prolly be sad & bored but at least there's fb:]

I want to watch a movie, say M O V I E.
I think I'm going crazy.

I think MJ have really good songs & really good dance moves. what a pity. a shock. I've never been to his concert even before & probly wont anymore, ):

The gaps in between your fingers is for another's to fill them in

run down the hallway tearing down pictures,

2009-07-01T15:52:00.003+08:00

Woke up this morning & realised that I had 2 nightmares :O
Usually, I would fight to wake myself up from them but this time I did not. weird.
One left me crying in it the other hollaring & running for my life.
I'm not sure if they are linked but both revolved around the same person.

So I'm pretty sure that problems might even haunt you when you are asleep. Unless you stop thinking about it.

but what if you can't stop thinking about it? & what if you can't confide in anyone either?

Maybe I should just continue reading my books,

P.S
blogger is still not working. I can't post pictures! but after all, I'm smart :] if not how did I get the pic up here! ^^

P.P.S

Must see this! It's amazing & it'll blow you over, with laughter(:

AEEEESHHHH!

2009-06-30T22:05:00.004+08:00

JunPyo(he my friend) style, freaking pissed off alr.

1. Blogger's a beeyatch.
I've tried a million times in futile attempts to upload this picture. HAHAS. since you cant see then too bad. It's a nude pic of someone you know I know he know she know they know we know everyone know know ;D But it was really a pretty picture & I spent some effort searching for it ya knowww):

2. CCA Points.
hahahs. we got the slip of thingy which shows our cca points. HAHAS. I've got a effing pathetic amount of points. single digit, how chio is that? I bet I screwed my cca life up but. . . (after hearing stuffs) maybe I got the better deal (chuckles) aye, those who get A then good for you. I think I'm one of the pathetic souls in the ~~class~~ school who got a freaking single digit. eh no wait, I've got Theng & Adriel also, my forever there lunch partners (winks) HAHAHAS. think it'll be fun comparing who got worse when they got theirs.

3. Testi. . .(say what?) moniaaaaaaal.
Right, LGL sent a mail of format to us to show us how to type. I seriously think I should seek assistance from Siew Ann for some reference to make an impression without have the goods. you know like 滥竽充数(whoaaa). yah since I have few things to brag about like what incapable leadership qualities, unactive in ccas blah blah blah. You just say Shermaine & you get a whole list of yada related shit. So what's new? (rollseye) I've got till Thurs, wish me luck.

4. LAST DAY OF SCHOOL :D
Irony. We've only had school for 2 freaking days :O like wth, how does it really make a diff. Sleeping off in class & reading mangas... I rather be at home like seriously but since it's HBL, I rather go class. At least there's human interaction. Super tired alr, slept at like 2 plus for some unknown reasons but who cares even if I dont sleep tonight? I can wake up at 3 in the noon like usual :P slothhhhhhh

5. I LOVE READING!

I JUST BORROWED 3 CHINESE BOOKS FROM THE LIBRARY! :D
(seh boh!)

not bad right! & I read finish 1 alr!
SUPER GOOD RIGHT!
eh dont pray pray it's chinese some more lehs, (winks) I think I'm screwing myself up alr since O level is nearing & I'm reading stupid books. but it had better be good man! If not I wasted my time. Hope to finish sooooon! :D & there's one whole series of manga to complete! I only manage to finish approx 2 books in class):

It's funny how many know how complex a relationship is
& yet, cant help but fall in love.

Back on land! -.-

2009-06-29T20:39:00.002+08:00

Hi I'm back :]

First thing first, I have something to confesss :X
I played arcade till I had muscle ache, bwahah :D Is this cool or what? :P It's like you pay 25bucks to play arcade till midnight. DUH you'll hardcore conquer the games right? So I finish TC 2 & 4 :D Since they did not have 3 I tried House of Dead, which I almost died because the gun was pretty heavy & reloading was very ma fan. My bro was like 'Why you so tired? I play as long as you then I not tired lehs!' Lao niang me the score is like twice of yours lehs dude -.-

Second thing, I have officially changed my opinions of the school.
After years of being here I always thought the school have this crapshit organising system. From timetables to teachers to planning & stuff, you sometimes feel like tearing your hair out of your head. But somehow, they called me out frm class today & asked if I was overseas :O

WOW (blown over)

I'll give a standing ovation because I just came back yesterday. hahahas. & There is such a thing as Cruise to nowhere even though it sounds stupid. Trust me, YOU FEEL MORE STUPID SAYING IT. Esp when you see shocked & amused faces that greets you. It makes you feel like digging a hole in the ground. .

Third thing, something to leave you thinking :]
Do I really look like someone from China? I reacted pretty violently when I first heard it. Very omgwth? Now tell me honestly, search your heart mind soul wherever. I look like a typical Sporean what no? no? NO? Really amused & pissed when I first heard it.

Fourth thing, Are you asked to do the testimonial?
I was. & I was pretty left with tons of doubts. They say to write about your CCA. ahahs what can I write? I'm not even close to a benchwarmer. LOL. bullshit. almost thought I'll be dead. I was pretty shocked that people even know me as the go 1 or 2 years then never go le. I thought nobody knew anymore what was my CCA. Are you'll going to lie in the testimonial? If not mine will just be like 'Shermaine was in the basketball cca, not very active though' & Viola! I'm done. now no school will want me anymore): I think I've screwed ip big time but dont worry, I realised it in sec 2 alr :/

I still love posting in point form :D
hahas, it's so nice being random

Fifth & Most Importantly!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BF! :D hahahahas. 'Today was actually the worse day of the world. Obama smsed me to tell me that the nuclear weapons all broke down before he could even wage a war lehs!' HAHAHAS. Never forget how we compared whose birthday was on a worser date! Eh but please, if not for the fact you can see me today, you sure will very sway loh! Your present I'll owe you first kay! :D Dont forget!

BYE WORLD!

你有她
陪你逗你笑让你开心
是她一直在你身边
根本没有我得份

Let's talk about love,

2009-06-26T11:15:00.003+08:00

1. Threads of Destiny :]

Caught this show yesterday which was it's debut date. Uhrmmm, it was okay. Not that bad not that fantastic but yeah you can try watching it :] BUT, the ending is a bit :O The guys is quite cute though. LOL. hiak hiak xD

2. I feel like reading a book
Really Big Time :D I want to read a book. Think I'll go and buy one later. hehxD Dont you feel like reading books? LIKE BOOKS LEHS! not exciting meh? :O

3. I'm leaving alr! :D
bye all! I'm leaving, hahas. Enjoy the BBQ & the cycling! I did Help to plan kay even though I did very little work. Think i'm prolly destinied to be a normal person. I kinda suck at leadership roles. EH I WAS PREFECT IN PRI SCHOOL LEHS. Shut the gasps & 'omg YOUUU??? no way!!' comments) because it's a fact & you will have to accept it alr!

4. Pathetic
okay i think nobody cares thats why I keep ending up crawling back which is fucking pathetic but i know you dont really care about that, which is good. How many more times I can do this before you find someone? I really wonder what will happen if it ends the way it did like last time. Pasir Ris isnt big but I never really get to see you. How pathetic this is. Do you often meet let's say your pri school friends? It's like we stay SOOO near each other but HARDLY meet each other, ring a bell? Probably not, because I'm certain that this pathetic life seems stuck to me):

5. If I could,
I'll give you a hug & be there for all of my friends when they need me. I'll be going away now so I'm sorry if I can't be contacted. I will be spiritually, emotionally, mentally be there with you. Fear not :] If you really dont mind, I would not mind smsing you either:D (smile)

6.I want my brother to get a ear piercing :D
hahahahs, what a sister right? I always twitch his ear lobes & say 'eh guys with ear piercing very nice lehs!'(winks) hahahs, but he always say no. It's like I think all guys should have since it isn't pain & you look nicer(usually). hahahas, I'm sure my brother will :D Right Nowelle? cause I think you're one of those who saw him.. HAHAS. Imagine my bro walking in public & a girl asks for his number.. omg. wtf. It's like me getting minus 2 for CCA points. LOL. but anyway, if my parents object I'll support him until....... I WIN :D mwahah

7. NOT GOING TO CARE ABOUT ELEARING ANYMORE
HEY ALL PROCRASTINATORS! Let's all unite & not do anymore homework. . . . .
Tomorrow ;D (laughs)

I love posting in point form.
okay gtg pack alr, my mom is going to kill me soooooon :]
to your utmost delight right?

it's one of those days,

Days like these that I,

2009-06-23T21:21:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED MY DEAR LIZ! YOU GAVE YOUR FIRST TIME TO ME & SPENT A WHOLE WEEK 24HRS WITH ME IN CHEEENA :D (I knw it was the best time of your life, please, dont need to lie *winks*) DONT FORGET WHAT I OWE YOU! :D

Ning hao :]

Went out with SW & 7D today. Not much pictures but quite alot of fun :]
Played arcade. One day I'll conquer TC4 with Theng! ^^
hiak hiak :D

Caught

Drag me to HELLLL

Freakkkkyyyyyyy, the woman is horrible looking. lol. Actually it's not THAT bad lah, like what ppl say i thought it was pretty good :D & I love watching horror with Theng. She makes the best company, a pity I'll be hollaring alone there. While she munches her popcorn as I'm a pretty good spoiler :X

I think the movie would be even better had I not known what is to happen. The movie make me hate goats. okay lah not really HATE but since the devil was kinda like a goat too so yah. eew.
& the goats weren't cute at all... lol :/

YAH ANAYWAYYYY, I just heard like the best news I've heard since the hols,

M1 now has like UNLIMITED SMS.

omg did you hear me? I said

UNLIMITED AS IN UNLIMITED NOT JUST SIMPLY UNLIMITED BUT LIKE

U N L I M I T E D! :D

feels so

JUMP FOR JOY! :D

Funny eh? they took so LONG but it doesn't matter because they FINALLY HAVE IT! but I'm not sure if I'm applicable. Think I should call them but I'm afraid. LOL! :X

OMGOMGOMG! (does the Heineken ad guy's action) *shrieks*

HAHAHAHHAHAS. NOW I CAN SPAM YOU, YOUR MOTHER YOUR FATHER AND YOU KNOW WHAT! EVEN YOUR SON AND DAUGHTER! HAHAHS HOW GOOD IS THAT? I FEEL LIKE SMSING NOW ALR! EVEN THOUGH I HAVEN CHECK. OMG, I SHALL GO TALK TO EVERY EARTHLING I SEE IN MY CONTACTS!

OKAY LAH SHALL GO CALL M1 NOW.. (breathes in deeply)
must be mentally prepared. omg, go spread this good news man!

it's a million times better than elearning. I'd rather go school anyway ;D oh my god :]

hey I love you (L)

I'm feeling pretty high now :]
Still waiting for YOUR 1000 word essay ^^ (wonder if you'll see this)
Pretty looking forward to Thurs! & also Friday (even though I'm Not going class BBQ when I'm organising) since I'm gonna getaway ay ay ay ay~~

boo's eyeee :O

I actually thought of you & had the urge of smsing you,
(again)

Cause I've gotta know,

2009-06-22T14:50:00.022+08:00

17/06/09

Went out with SLACES, uh no wait. We need a new name, this name doesn't fit anymore. Let's find something more cool :]

Headed off to uhrmm, town for K then Movie. Caught Ghost of Girlfriends Past. It was okay like just okay that kind. Up to you to decide.

Did loads of crap such as walking till our legs were sore... we walked from (gonna rip from C's blog)
the cathay --> far east --> somerset mrt station --> (train ride) --> cityhall mrt station --> citylink --> new york new york --> marina square --> breeks --> billy bombers --> changing appetites --> LONG JOHN SILVER.
yah, that's just to decide for our dinner, excluding the ones we walked to shop for denim shorts :X

But that day was nonetheless good, saw many ppl I've never met in a while & saw Nowelle(sigh). lol. & talked alot :] Talking is good, esp with the right company. It's nice to talk & stone whole day :]
Read between the lines,

Here are some pics we took :]
Hope we'll meet up sooon which I predict will be after O's. LOL!

Faved! :D

This pic is faved too :D

yep yep, I was going to blog about Camp Echo :]
& I stumbled upon truckloads of photos & now I'm yearning to go back to camp. Got empty feeling liao, I miss those times): big time):

Went for Youth Alpha, quite cool (smiles) then had Service before Camp Echo which was a bit disappointing :X
Jayce & Theng baked cookies! Which were yumm yumm Mr.Doughy ^^
then went to 85 for dinner. Wanted to catch a movie at e!hub but the timing were all wrong so headed off him :/

Haven't been blogging much as I've been going out & reaching home too lazy to on the computer. Feelin super screwed up now, I'm like going to go out the next few days & going overseas over the weekend & there is actually eLearning. bullshit.

Tell me the fastest way to die.

For now, let these pictures bring back some pretty memories :D

Talent Night Pictures! :D

Group Photos! :D

JOLIN IN THE HOUSE :DDDD (loves)

Random shots :]

you hardly see this pretty side of the school eh?

super unglam):

Potential Cheer Leaders! :D

(spot us)

The Super Good Eater! :O

Amazing Race!

That's all folks! :D

Feel like watching Looney tunes suddenly.. lol. Havent been watching much, & SBSP too! ):

My childhood days! ):

Going out tomorrow! :D

With SW & 7D! To celebrate our dear Liz birthday! Think it's gonna be funn :D

I need more moolahs! :X

Signing off with my favourite picture that I saw today,

JOLIN

*tsaiiiii*

Hey you Mr Q

*yiiiiii*

Go go sister, go go brother

*linnnnn*

I dont want a boyfriend! I need a real MAN!

(yahoooooooooooooooooooooooooo)

Everyone's changing & I dont feel right,

Jewellery anyone? (winks)

2009-06-22T12:13:00.044+08:00

Fall in love with a complete stranger,

Okay I've messed up. I have some more pics to post but blogger is alr very lag so I'll post seperately. But that post is supposed to be infront. okay nvm. Let's just continue...

18/06/09

Sentosa with the ladies, it was a blast! Really, the heat was like (faints) but still fun :]

Was told to meet at Bedok at 8 I think. Ended up having to wake at 6 plus... It's been so long since I woke tht early & it wasnt easy. wonder how school will deal me. tsk.

Reached Vivo freaking early & apparantly Giant havent open so we decided to wait. And what's the best thing to do without waiting?

CAM WHORE

And what's camwhoring without something to camwhore?

NOTHING

so we camwhore with gifts from Nowelle where she went overseas to get for us. HOW THOUGHTFUL :D

Personally i would love to delete this picture but as circumstances state, THERE'S NAOMI BEHIND so unfortunately I can't ): How often do you actually catch Naomi on camera?

Nowelle ah Nowelle . The gift that she gave me is a sheep btw.

The cap is chio right? (winks)

DOO DAAH DOO DAAAH DEYYY!

Realised that it opens at 10 so decided to head off to the ~~bitch~~ OPPPS I mean beach instead. Wanted to

SO BADLY buy my SUSHI since I came back from camp and HAVEN been ABLE to EAT ANY but haven open THEN wanted to plant our site AT SAKAE SUSHI there but THEY SAY NO COX NOT GOOD so also cannot. Feeling so sushi deprived):

If I were to say that Nowelle & Clara poured Tanning oil on themselves, then Naomi would have soaked herself in Sunblock ;D

ta dahh!

I did not apply anything on me & wasn't planning to get tanned. But decided to might as well since I hated my tank tan line so now I have a faint bikini tan line not like Nowelle's as you will see later. bwahah :D

Studying lehs! Guai horh?

hot bods :D

She look like she's under a green mushrooom!

Clara is dam skinny like so skinny like what's wrong with her! Now both of them are so tanned! Clara's peeling alr, wonder how's Nowelle doing. .

The view is breathtaking (claps claps for the good word)

Checked out of Sentosa when the sun was scorching all of us. I think all my epidermis all die until cannot die. My shoulders were like some lobster & actually I looked like a walking lobster. Headed off to meet xh & on the way, camwhore! :D

I think this pic is coool :D

I like this pic too. I just shoved the camera way high & shouted them to come in & well, this is the outcome. LOL

Wonder why jinni did that. .

Nowelle looks totally like a lunatic right!

*yawns* so unglam, nobody want liao lah!

Look at how tan she became & how white she was. DONT LOOK AT ANYWHERE ELSE HORH

Picnic at Rofttop of Vivo :D

Had Cake, Pizza, Fruits BUT STILL NO SUSHI ):

I was whining the whole day for sushi, & ice cream but SUSHI LEHS :D yum yum can! & Ben(SSSSSSSSS) & Jerry is super gooooood (thumbs up)

& we camwhore somemore!

Happy belated birthday to Jasmine & Clara (: Much loves!:D

NOWELLE! omg, you can join them le lah! hahahahs, teach me how kay!

Models in the making! (winks)

Lovey Dovey couple :D

Superhuman!

She like filming MV horh the pose! So cool :D

pretty cloud :D

The 'what i dnt give a shit at all' face. lol

Happiness all over their faces!

I think Clara looks super cute in this picture! xP

I look so xin fu.. eeew er xin :P

fooooooood! but no sushi):

As you can see, she LOVE caps :D

Naomi looks so cute here & Clara looks like a painter. No, not those artist that kind but those paint the buildings kind. LOL!

Went to window shop awhile & we had the coolest idea. We picked random clothes for each other & dressed up :] It was ultra fun, messed up Forever 21 but their clothes are seriously nice :DD

Cam whored somemore!

I'm faving this :DDDD

Feels so zi bei when I stand beside Clara ): CHECK OUT OUR TAN^^

Naomi's new bag with her fav USA gift from Nowelle. She's dam skinny also lah!

Headed off to eat. Couldn't decide betweeen White Guys & Mussel Dogs. Bwahah :D I mean Mussel guys & White dogs! But we settled for White Dogs in the end & their food was okay lah. Like just okay loh. If you were to go there, eat their western okay! Dnt eat the baked rice or pasta, not really that good :X

AD 1 of the day for the food!

Ad 2 of the day!

FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD! but still no sushi): yah lah I never ate any that whole day in the end):

White Dogs Cafe :]

Headed home thereafter & took somemore pics! Gosh, we took a total of 200 plus pics that day. Cool or what? lol! but yeah, It's good cox we can keep memories of it. My shoulders were freaking pain that day & was so up till Sat. It got much better from Sunday :] which is gooooood :D

I looked tanner horh horh horh! SAY YES LAH!

That's about all for outing with the ladies.

Wait still have 1 more post. Shall combine with Camp Echo :]

Danger.

thinking, think, thinked, thought?

2009-06-17T22:33:00.003+08:00

This post is a very old one, been wanting to post this since *yawns* before June hols.

So anyway, it was the last day of school before June hols & I was sitting in class & just looking at everyone else. Everyone else was doing spring cleaning, funny thing is how so many things can happen in one moment.

It's like you if focus on one thing, and you'll miss out the rest kinda thing. And looking at the way people do their stuff, I began to feel insignificant. You know? Like how when you die, everything will go on as though nothing was wrong. Probly tears shed a little here & there but so what? The sun still shines & life still go on. So yah, I was just thinking & it took around 10 mins before someone actually came by & talk to me. Was it very long?

I actually wasnt really sad you know, I mean I wasnt expecting much. But now thinking about it, I actually thought eveyrthing through alr.

Hey, now I'm asking you something & you should think carefully too. Are you those kind who are very domineering & would want someone/something to yourself?
Dont you think it's impossible? Like how can you ever make someone or anything to be ALL of yours? No way man, how can that ever happen? You can never give all of yourself to one person so how can you want others too? Right?

So, I understood this after a long time & I've sorted out my thinking. I've enough of bullshit & holah so from now on, as long as I feel that I'm important I'll be a happy kid. Geddit? no? but it's okay. I like posting for myself actually.

Today was a good day in a way actually. It feels good to talk alot :] horh? Feel like eating sushi, carl's jnr & ice cream. Wonder if I can eat all tmr? Hope tmr will be a good day :]

I've grown a bit this hols. I'm trying to be nicer now. Hopefully Santa will give me something this year =)

where were you
surround me

hey you Mr Q, go go sister, I dont want a boyfriend ~

2009-06-16T16:41:00.029+08:00

KoNiChiWahhhhh :D

I'm back, miss me not? sure one de lah! this kind of thing dnt need ask.
(cox I knw you knw he knw she knw everyone all knw knw)
Anyway, Jolin Tsai is a not bad grp name :]
& the camp was a blast! think it was the best camp I've ever had in AHS since I had only 3 & compared to last year, this year's is so much more funnnn :D

Jolin in the house, DT in the house

Are you feeling kong xu? I am lehs. A bit a little bit. Think I'll be going to Camp Echooooo! Hope all of Jolin can go tooo!

海底椰 are you hot to gooooo?
H O T T O G O 海底椰 is hot to go! :D

totally lost tracked of time. Lost tracked of date in the camp & back home, I even thought I just came back from camp just now. wth. this is real bad. . . :/

哈 K! 46.3 *kallang wave*

DAY 1

Reached school & realised that they've merged us with 4E + 4H guys. thank god it wasnt some jnrs so I guess we were okay with it. First day was much more fun compared to last year's one. but we werent so close yet.. not sure if we took any pic, so I guess not.

This year the camp very good lehs.
I actually have 3 to look at (bwahah) & there was this guy who had some exploded hair & we're all laughing at him. Then the guys kept saying 'nice pants' to this guy & it was hilarious too ;D

we also made our grp board :D

chio right? that is Jolin hot body G neh neh & her new album the butterfly wings. cant stand it, very chio. I color the neh neh with Pearlyna. heh hehxD Isnt it obvious that I would color the neh neh! xP

xh want a hot body & she got it:D that's my hands i think

Our grp cheer, sorrry video was taken this way! :X

ToO used to sleeping late so talked with Jaycelyn till we're both tired, quite cool to get to know the people in Jolin btr :D

DAY 2

woke up dog-tired alr.
had games & played all day. Much more fun than day 1 & got a teeny bit more closer with the guys. Took a few pics in church. cox it was kind bored :X

That's yujun, our grp leader. & she's amazing, she's super super super coool :D

The person behind yujun is her brother. Look like right? he's actually from another grp but he joined into the picture with us :D

Canteen station games was very cool :D Earned another bruise but it was so worth it & fun, the guys really played this time & they were gooood too :]

Supposingly very tired alr but we managed to camwhored at night. lol :X

that's Naomi btw, even though it's really dark. heh xD

I look fucking ugly withoug specs(because very not longer expresses it) & in the pic above, I looked like a mutated housefly lizard nose shit. I looked like my face was warped into the dam thing. gosh! :X

3rd Day

Woke up fucking tired(again because very no longer expresses it). hiak hiak. By the 3rd day, our group was really close alr & we really had alot of fun :D I think, at least I really did & I tink Jolin is very cool :D

Random pic of Joyann, this girl is amazing. & She's incredibly sexyyyy & crazy & eats alot alot & never ending energy!

Had talent night! which was real good, trying to get videos of it. Jolin did us proud! We managed to get into the finals but even though we did not win, I'm happy to lose because the rest were dam good. Especially ROTI! hahas, the beat boxing + the guitar + piano + singing = standing ovation! lol.

(no pics I think. Need to wait)

Day 4

Woke up fucking freaking very dam tired (and yet still not enough to express)
This day was the best of all days in the camp & also prolly one of the most impt days of my life :]

Somehow, had a real bad tummy ache & was afraid tht I could not make it for Amazing Race but thank god I got better :]

Amazing race was crazyyyyyy. I think I pulled my grp from 1st position to last. lol. okay lah, but I was one of the worse in the grp in terms of running. no wait, prolly worse. AND ONCE AGAIN, we had time to take pics. lol. :P

In the train. OH this is the first pic of my new hair! Too bad you cant see the back, everyone said I chopped quite alot. heh xD My hair is very screwed cox we ran alot!

I have incredibly fat legs. freak.

Camwhoring in the bus, hahahas. HAN NAH! Is I purposely squeeze in de lah! FINE! see the black shadow at the side? yah loh. me norh.

Finished 8th I think, not sure. Barely had enough energy to run up the goddam hill. & still had to run up the All Saint's Church hill. oh my god.

Singing that night was the best, super high :D but was on the verge of tears liao. Then when alter call, I was already crying like mad. Pretty embarassing but I knew it would happen alr. It's been a whole year lehs. Rededicated my life to Christ, pretty sure I would not let go this time. Suprisingly, my whole grp except Theng are Christians. lol. & I know that I already wanted to stand up for alter call.

Campfire was the best, if I said last year was best I take it back because this year is better!

Campfire video :] Real cool, they form 46.3 this year, which means GOD :D

Other pictures, BBQ was also great & the dancing was very very cool!

oh mickey you so fine, you blow my mind! :DDD

Jayce & Joyann keep doing the Sorry Sorry dance, very cool :D Can go to Darren's blog, somehow he have tht song on his blog.

BBQ! foooooooooooooooooooood~

Group photos! But incomplete! ):

They guys :D with 2 girls behind, they too high alr.

The ladies :D

Group photos again but still incomplete!

Did not really sleep that night. Planned to tong through but slept at 6plus for an hour. lol. Also had a great talk with Jinni & Vinson when he joined later :] Lying down on the road & parade square, talking & watching the stars is great :DD

DAY 5!
It's really sad that the camp is over alr):
So had grp lunch at Macs :D

Talked even more this time & it's super hilarious when you see Eugene being suan-ed by weixuan(our guy grp leader) Wont feel tired anymore watching them. lol

Cabbed home with Darren, Jayce, Naomi :] Reached home bathed & slept like no mom. Still managed to wake up & watch tv. hiak hiak.
I still feel that I'm lack of sleep think I'll sleep early tonight.

Very hungry now, so not going to blab anymore. My dinner's calling me. My bed's calling me. My Tv's calling me. heh heh xD

Going out tmr, my voice is freaking sexy now, & I'm actually going to K. really wonder how man, wish me luck.

okay byeeee! :D

JOLIN
*TSSSSAAIIIIIIIIII*
Hey you Mr Q!
*YIIIIIIIIIII*
go go sister, go go brother
*LINNNNNNNNN*
I dont want a boyfriend, I need a real man!
(yahoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo)

P.S
I'll never forget this camp, thanks alot everyone in Jolin, each & everyone of you & cheers to all newly made friendship & those old ones that just get better with time

every sky was your own kind of blue,

2009-06-10T12:36:00.003+08:00

there's camp tmr & I havent pack my bag yet. tee hee ^^
I actually think tht I dnt have all the camp supplies too, esp for the angel & mortal game. Think I'm gonna start packing soon :] in case I need to run & get some stuffs *yawns* pretty tired lately, gonna bid goodbye to my bed & my bolster :( but it's okay, pretty excited for the camp alr!
I hope my grp leaders are real run & whoohoo! ^^
Jolin Tsai, I still cant get over it :/

AYE, whatever.
After camp will be rest & tons of activities!
Clique outing & Class outing! :D

oh my god eh, I think that I really manage to make a class outing this time eh! ^^ so proud of myself, first ever, is it? I mean LARGE SCALE ones lah, like this time it's almost the whole class coming :DDDDD can't wait, gonna go book the stuffs tonight(:
I actually think that I might be a better functions than welfare, okay a bit fei hua. I welfare also nvr do anything one :/
Should really work harder this time! This outing must be good! :DD

okokay ehrmm, I still haven done any homework yet.
If you're in 4H & you're coming to class outing, this is something very impt, please take note.
Please bring all your hw, esp those that are done. K thanks :]

okay, shall finish off my shows. 3 more episodes~~
Feel like eating my ice cream . . heh xD
anyway away for camp, will be deprived.
Shall go fill myself up now!
8D

BYE PEOPLE :D

at times like this,
getaways proves to be the best.

JOLIN TSAI?!

2009-06-09T12:02:00.003+08:00

/EDIT

HAHAHAS. WTF. MY CAMP LEADER JUST CALLED ME TO TELL ME ABOUT THE CAMP AND SHE SENT ME AN EMAIL. MY GROUP NAME IS JOLIN TSAI. WTFWTFWTF.

I remember vividly telling my mother yesterday 'omg, I dont like her lehs.. eew'
*points to tv with Jolin album*
WAH SHIT. If only I had known this would happen

I would go curse Show Luo or David Archie(naomi, that's for you!) & they'll end up our group name.

EH JOLIN TSAI LEHS.
I STILL CANT COME BACK DOWN TO EARTH.
I CANT BELIEVE IT.
I think I'm laughing, no wait. I'm too shock to be laughing. lol. this sucks.

JOLIN TSAI lehs.
You want not? (sorry to all Jolin fans out there)
I seriously feel like screaming..

For now, I'm pretty hyped up for the camp :]
cant wait to get away ay ay ay ~
lol that's for you too naomi :D

bullshit. wtf. get over it.

Please tell me what's your grp name if you're going too(: thanks

Naomi just said something dam funny, omg can't stop laughing! :P

naomi says:
omg look at her face man

HAHHAHAHHAHAS. for that statement to come out from Naomi, wow, priceless;D

& you thought my whole world revolved around you,

2009-06-08T23:14:00.004+08:00

What if one day you wake up & realise that you've been living in a lie?

fuckshit. If only I could filter away things I do not want to hear.
it's sometimes better to know too much. why are you telling me all these now? you're going to regret it someday. now everything's going to change. how am I going to erased what I've just heard? why did you have to tell me? why now? why even? what's wrong with you? what's wrong with him? what's wrong with us? what ever happened? it wasn't meant to end like this. I thought you were good. like really good, whatever went wrong? where did you go?

Where did you go?
Will you come back? If you're coming back unchanged then just disappear from now onwards, from my life, no, from our lives. you are no longer what I thought you were.

for now,
I'll continue to trust you
please dont let me catch you in the act

I swear that, you'll regret it if you do.
You dont know me at all.
Never did never will either.

snip, snip, snip

2009-06-07T18:52:00.002+08:00

I cut(ted) my hair yesterday.

(ask me ask me ask me how was it!!)

hehexD it sucked ._____.
hmm, how t say lehs. Erm, I layered it more cause weather these days can be a bother so it's thinner than before & I love it :D but I think I look weirrrrrd. no wait, no just weird but
weirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrd.

oh wells :/ I'm sooo lazy to do homework already
Guess how I spent my whole day? :D

I'm getting fat already.
I ate cheesecake, ice cream, BBQ pork & fast food today Y
Wonder how I did that also. neverminddddd.

Is SC still on?
I really need to know muannzxzsx.

OKAY BYE!
flying off to * land ;D

I might regret it later but,

your lips like sugar,

2009-06-06T16:59:00.005+08:00

I've got a never ending list with tons of things to do, checked
I'm playing restaurant city when I'm supposed to do my homework, checked.
& I'm actually wondering if you are dead yet, checked.

Kill me if you must, but there's this dying feeling inside which makes me scream 'I wish SC gets cancelled'.
There's no time left & I'm still ~~happily~~ blogging here like there's so many more tomorrow.

Maybe you drowned or starved to death?
I have so many things to do now. Should get cracking. looks like I wont be able to revise anything during this holiday. fuckshit.

I feel like watching many movies.
Please tell me if you're interested :]
Drag me to hell, Ghosts of Girlfriends past, Threads of Destiny (must watch!), Haunting of Connecticut.

Right, I'm so busy. I hate people who dont flush after using the toilets. how inconsiderate. affects my business. I'm downright poor & short of ingredients. to think I even dreamt of having gold plates for all my dishes. yes I dreamt of RC, but I also dreamt of * :]

Shall go check out the BBQ wholesale center now.
For god sake, those who haven reply to confirm attendence will automatically be deemed as not going. Can't wait for the outing, should be quite cool esp the hth talk(: Shall do more planning soon, I'm afterall a good function i/c.

okay bye. I havent touch any homework yet. bof tonight :]

H, h, h, hush

P.S
I want to bring fruits for 18, dead serious. feeling so healthy these days. yes just shoot me. We should discuss this again soon ladies

tagbacks,

2009-06-06T16:48:00.002+08:00

Just finally realised that hey I've been using cbox.
so that means I'll have to reply tagbacks, feeling so lazy :/

xh: i mean, u better NOT drag me to watch drag me to hell
xh: kanana, u better drag me to watch drag me to hell
Kanana is my word dude. Lol. sureeeeeee, I'll drag you to expo ;D

Josн: hey could u tell me the music website which u use to embed songs?
it's from playlist, hehxD okay I know I told you alr. anyway, we're goooood functions! :DD

clara: Cheer up mans! We're here for you and it's okay, i like extra colour on my uniform, makes it cooool. :D
hahas, really sorrry! yeah, maybe one day we can go paint our uniform.. LOL.

Jinni: dont feel kong xu, be happyyyyyyy! :D
thang kooos :D

Jinni: You freak, u made me laugh for the whole 40min bus ride ALONE.
I was wondering why were you scolding me. HAHA. eh, kudos to all of us thr!

xh: wow didnt know all of us could look so hideous hahahah miracle for darren since he's the max le
hahas, you sure it's him? not . . . hahas, nevermindd, B&J babe! ;D

Josн: aiyo. sad me and cheefong and nowelle and clara all go back le :X if not mayb we'll see new variety of aliens :X
yah! we forgot to take pics before you guys left!):

darren: all the imagea screwed . damn coo
yeah(: big muscles horh!

naomi: hello hahaha the pics are damn hilarious hahahahaha let's do this again some time
hahahs, yeah sureee! your parents okay with it eh?

adriel: tagged, lol dunno wad to tag leh.. hmm... DUNNO LA
HAHA. lol. it's okay, appreciated!

Josн: im just 55kg :) hahaha
hahas, that's good(:

naomi: oops i meant if YOU'RE 75kg, then I'M 100kg =p lol
naomi: if i'm 75kg then i'm 100kg.
HAHA. okokay. If I'm 75 kg you'll be 45kg. Want to bet?

wenjie: finally got some decent tagboard, haha
hahas, yeah. I've reached nirvana ;D

Josн: no wonder u went back early yesterday...get well soon :) and why isit there's always advertisement on ur blog o.0
hahas, thanks(; cause of nuffnang mah, click on it! :DD

xh: TAKE CARE HOR. OR ELSE.
OR ELSE?? :P

darren: h e l l o m o n s t e r ( :
hey alien! =)

clara: SHERMAINE! Heard you're sick. Take care babe! And nice skin, and url :D
Naomi: hello :) get well soon!
hahs, thanks alot(:

Jinni: why u like my reg. no so much..why you don't put 11stitches? *blush*
Jinni: LOOOOOO(ser)! :D HAHA KIDDING HEYYYYYY SHERMAINEEEEE :D
I've always like 12 & 75 :D but if it makes you happy then yah, actually I. .. .I. . .I .. .*blushes*

Wxwoo: its "ka ni na" nt "ka na na".... English doesn't mean everything - D7 still can get into poly 1.... Dun despair!!!(>.<)
lol! hahas. I know but I like to scold kan na na. hehxD

please tell me if you die okay. thanks.

2009-06-05T20:13:00.003+08:00

Today was a rather crazy day, early morning at 12am decided with Naomi to head down to Heeren to check out her YekPak. But there was no stock!):
oh man, Naomi if you're reading this, PLEASE DONT FEEL SAD ANYMORE!!!!
Must smile! :D * hair girl! ^^
heh xD Then we headed to Cathay to eat! Ate at a franchise of Billy Bombers, it was very cheap(: Cox they had this 1 for 1 promotion so spent only 6 plus & super filling ;D
THEN THEN THEN!!

there was this shop selling bangles! & really very chio ones! It's the metal ones that I've been looking since forever! I almost wanted to buy the whole shop! *eyes gleaming with joy* but I only bought one & it's very cheeeeeep! :DDD So happy! Feel like going to go back & get more!

Choinged back to Pasir Ris to meet SW & 7D ;D
eh meet at 130 then i choing from Heeren there also 2nd earliest lehs! ZAI NOT! ^^
anyhoooooo, went to Pasir Ris Park later & cycled!
I thought it was really really funnnn :] been so long since I last exercised! heh hehxD See the fats jiggling? :/ esp the choinging park! Really great but our ass(es) all hurt man!

EH I LOVE PLAYING THE SWING 8D
shutup I know I'm going to be 16 but I dont care! I'll still love it when I'm 60 years old! :] I think the swing is one of the greatest invention! If it's possible, my future house will have one! hahahas :P eh but it's really very fun! I love going up super super high! ^____^

Ate Fish & Co for dinner! :]
was good I guess, & talked & catched up alot with xinting! eh, we cold war very long le horh!): We shall fufil our promise in sec 2 soon kay! :DD
yup yup then came home which is NOW! :D

I have BOYS OVER FLOWERS all de songs lehs! :DDD
Thanks alot theng! *hugs* hehehehxP
Dam sian lehs, alot of ppl also like youknowwho. I thought everyone will like Jun Biao seh! At the end not! Neh neh mind, I dont like youknowwho already. I still got *squirms & giggles to self*
HAHAHAHS. I KNOW YOU KNOW WHO BUT DONT TELL ANYONE YOU KNOW WHO JUST TELL ME! 8D

okokay! Today was really really fun! :]
But I never studied today! feeling so lazy to study. . I love my chio bangles! :DDDDDD
okay anyhow, I will do finish all my homework by this week!

EH XIAOHUI! I mean it this time le horh!
Last week is because I studied for Organic Chem when there's no test!
& dont forget the Ben(SSSSSSSS) & Jerry's treat!
I need to treat you & you also need to treat me, I think. lol

AHHH! Dam sian now, I only left 1 week of holiday ):
I want a 4H class outing!!!!
Shall go plan now!

EH BAD WELFARE DOES NOT MEAN BAD FUNCTIONS! ^^
horh horh!
I very competent one! :DD

gotta blast!

the higher you climb, the lonelier it gets.
Once at the top, you'll realise that you are alone.

2009-06-04T18:05:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! :D
In a very good mood today, very happy :]
Probably because I had a great breakfast, ho ho ho.

Physics SPA was fine I guess, I mean it does seem okay.
Our class is freaking noisy though...
so noisy that Mr Jimmy Tan limit us to try out until 8.30,
but apparantly, some people dont really care.
Hi, I'm some people (:

Had chem remedial & Mrs Lam says we underperform, what's new?
All those who have B3 should jump down
dammit. I only have 1 live neh~
& I really worked hard for chem lehs, worked the hardest & I still got a freaking 3 ):
kanana :/

ANYHOOOOOOOOO, watched

Hmm, at first thought this show was a boohoo but it turned out :D
We're laughing our heads off in the cinema & I seriously think our humour level have dropped to this *leaves a negligible distance away from floor*. Maybe it's our class, like what lily koh says ;D
Okay anyway, strongly recommended to watch :D
It's hilarious, BOO!

Anyway, spent much of my holiday glued to the television & I saw this!
Wah, it's one of the best ever ads I've seeen *thumbs up*
I saw & laughed like mad (okay, I exaggerated here by abit. . . OKAY FINE. alot) But I think the idea is fabulous :D I really like this ad alot! Enjoy! :D

Did you see the guy who was like so excited/touched/happy till he teared? OMG HE'S FAVED! He's the reason for my laughters man!
*fans eye* OMGOMGOMGOMG! *screams*
okay lah, but it's still funny :]
My future home will have that kind of walk-in wardrobe so I'm gonna marry a rich husband :D
hahahahahas. bullshit. I'm gonna earn enough for myself :]

okay, anyway this is a jolly molly golly holly post :D
EHH! I feel like watching Hannah Montana Banana Kanana! 8D
I dont know lehs, it just seems pretty interesting to me but I think I wont watch in the end lah! :P
drag me to helllllllll, anyone gamed? Interested in making it a Class movie? :DDD It's horror btw(:

ohmygod, I'm really in a good mood.
Maybe it's because my brother is away for camp! (bah hah) okay kidding! :]
but anyway, I hope he's coming back real tan man! :D
& like more brave & man than before..
maybe he'll come back different, he'll come back loving studies :]
It's the first time he's away from his aircorn room to squeeze in a cabin with other boys in sleeping bag! hahas, hope he have fun :D

Tomorrow is going to be a crazy day.
Cycling in hot sun man. O-M-G
but it's okay, the company is great!:D
Think it's going to be a blast! :D

Got my favourite programmes tonight, can't wait! :]
It's a good day for me today!
twalah!
Gonna go watch more videos in the meantime!

I still have not watch ToGetHer last episode
._________________.
Boys over flowers!! :D Do you watch that show? hehxD
I like the youknowwho inside!
Good luck guessing! Smack yourself if you guess correct, smack yourself 2 times if you also like him, smack yourself 3 times for . . . . for . . . argh, just smack lah!

okay bye! :D

feels like I'm falling &
I am lost in your eyes,

2009-06-02T11:37:00.008+08:00

Some pictures that I felt like taking but never felt like posting
but since there's nothing much else, shall do so here.

(dam. someone blog song is getting on my nerves)

The mess I made, it's actually the calender thingy but our class had to redo so I decided to help out. It's fun splaterring the paint about :D Sorry Clara for dirtying your clothes! :X

(look at the wall)

My skills are superb :D

In need for love. okay just kidding!
it's made up of pasta leftovers, credits to Naomi :]

My brother's birthday cake. Just thought that it was cool so took a picture of it.

Photos with the girls that day :D

I am running dry & out of what to say.
I've been feeling down & out lately & feeling so kong xu the past few days.
I hate this kind of feeling, it makes me think too much & resent the world even more.
I seriously could whack anyone inside out right now, & this isn't good. I'm starting to hate even the people whom are the most important to me.
I should stop saying too much because I'm definitely going to be get on your nerves now.
Maybe I can try running,
maybe I can run back to those days where things were so simple
back to those days where we could play bball the whole day & not care at all

It's funny really.
That it's always those little things that actually leaves the most impression on someone.
Time never goes back & we all have to move on isn't it?

If only I have the ability of choinging homework whenever I feel like this.

it's like turning around on a one way street,
you just can't.

2009-05-29T21:37:00.010+08:00

Today is definItely the best day after school in this whole year :DD
(yes I purposely caps the I because I forever spelling as A then compo always circled)

Supposingly a girls day gathering to Naomi house today but due to lack of mahjong players, we invited the guys along too. And it was TONS of FUN & LAUGHTER :D

Mahjong was best! :D
I won a freaking $1.50. eh qin hui if not for the last round you 胡-ed, I would be the biggest winner loh :] heheh. but it was actually quite boring & slow at first then there was this round when ALL OF US WERE WAITING FOR THE SAME STUFF.
the feeling is *speechless*
is so nerve-wrecking you feel like scratching your head till all your dandruff falls off,
tearing your hair till you go bald
and just OHHHMYYYGODDDDDDDDDD! WHERE IS ITTTTT?!??!?!
I was waiting for 五万 & 三万, I got so nervous that I almost 胡 wrongly & everyone was screaming & freaking out but,
it ended in a draw in the end
.______________.
it was still very gooooooooooooooooood :D

& then there was WII too :D
had no interest at first as basically I've said before, I musically declined but Naomi got this cool racing game that is very nerve wrecking & fun :D the gold mine was the coolest & screamiest!
Everyone was screaming (okay lah mainly me like an idiot) their ass off & getting so nervous & cheering! Man, felt so familyyyyy :]]]]

Halfway through, Darren watched this SuperJunior show or smthing then it's about the body & had this experiment that if you hold your nose & spin 10 rounds & arm wrestle you'll definItely win so he tried it out. With WenJie. but it doesn really work lehs. & they looked super hilarious!!

Dinner-ed with them at Mr.Chicken Rice.
see Dr.Boon we listen to what you say lehs!
We had family dinner nehhhh~
okay whatever but it was good too :D
then we went home!

don't you think if I end here it'll be a pity?
like, not convincing that it was fun horh?

yeah I think so too.

TAKE A DEEP BREATH NOW.
READY FOR THE BEST DAMN THING THIS YEAR?
HERE GOES EVERYTHING! :D

This is cool! We tried doing 千手观音! :D

Another attempt! Cool eh! ^^

oh, that's my fat hand. heh xD

*yikes* An Alien?!

Another alien!

this is dam funny dont you think? Jinni face on that body. Anyway, think ZY looks funny here. hahahahs :]

THIS IS HILARIOUS!!!!!!

THIS IS FREAKING FREAKING HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAS. I seriously have to say this man, WTF?!?!?!?

DONT YOU THINK . . . . NEVERMIND THIS IS VERY HILARIOUS TOO. JUST LOOK AT DARREN! HE'S SO HAPPY!

I'm trying to eat this monster (my foot). Imagine if we're born like this. As in, our features are all arranged this way and it's normal.

FREAKY HORROR MOVIE POSTER!

THIS IS FREAKING HILARIOUS TOO DONT YOU THINK?! :DD

this is just an appetizer. . .a break for your laughter :]

Dnt know why can't see our faces lehs, sad):

This is cool! I like this alot :] BFFS!

HAHAHs. I look stupid and xh looks like a fat version of bugs bunny!

xh looks cute, I look stupid, Jinni just looks. . . . extremely happy.

I wonder,

I can't stop laughing, it's freaking funny! she looks so . . so . .. . so .. .

This is funny too :D had a good laugh outta it!

Warpped Jinni Xh & me :D

HAHAS. we look so BIG at weird areas!

YAY GRP PHOTO! :D LOVE THIS! :DDD

XH LOOKS FUNNY VERY FUNNYYYY OMG!

SHE LOOK LIKE THE THE THE!

IDK LAH DONT YOU THINK SHE LOOK LIKE SOMETHING?!

but just can't pinpoint what thing?

eh goddd! just realise xh was digging her nose!

A failure, really. we dont know how to work the backdrops :/

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAS. BIG BOOBS!

IDK WHY THIS HAPPENED. I MEAN I HAPPEN TO BE IN THE MIDDLE.

THIS IS THE BEST GATHERING EVER MAN!
It feels so famly & so fun :]
Esp the camwhore part, wah all of us simple
Roll Over Floor Laughing
ALL OF US. really.
It's so entertaining man!
I'm so gonna get a chio macbook!

Oh man, I love today alot! :DDDDDDD
Gonna be a great day tomorrow too!
Shopping with the babes! :]
We're gonna have tons of fun!

& you know what,
holidays are but JUST beginning ;D

2009-05-28T21:21:00.005+08:00

Feeling so hyped up already :D
just thinking of not needing to wake up early everyday makes me so :]
(dont remind me that I need to come back school.thanks.)

Just think of the hundred and one good things that comes with holidays, just T H I N K
now imagine if you're actually D O I N G it,
the F E E L I NG . . . . .

so how's it?
I knew this wasn't gonna work :/

hehe xD I think RC is a good way to kill time,
other than watching videos on youtube.
Never had I ever imagine youtube to be so useful :]

Tomorrow is gonna be a good day,
I can just F E E L it :]
Gonna hard core mahjong tomorrow, I dont care even if it's 3 que 1
or maybe some drumming & strumming again :]

The virus bug is flying around these days,
please take care everyone :]
Do not fall sick okay!
Drink water like there's no more tomorrow
Eat fruits & veggies like they fall from the sky
Don't go stand under the hot sun like as though you are a plant
this way, you'll be 99.999999999% safe from falling sick le :]

If a picture paints a thousand words,
I would paint a picture of your back view.
But why are you always looking at her?

2009-05-27T20:00:00.003+08:00

Enough is enough.
I WILL NOT BE FAT ANYMORE. I HAD IT.
I WILL DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.
eh Nowelle, dont doubt okay! I sure can one! :]
just that I wont go running . . swimming. . . push-ups. . . sit ups. . . dieting. . .

ehh? then how ah?
Never mind. I will just just do something about it!
After holidays. . .AFTER holidays!
I will come back SKINNIER and SMARTER and TANNER!

Tanning with the ladies on 18th!
Gonna have to be skinny by then!

START MOVING YOUR FAT ASS SHERMAINE!
YOU'RE SO FAT YOUR CHAIR CREAKS WHEN YOU GET UP ALREADY!

Wish me luck!
I'm so gonna hit a 47 kg.
Guess all you want, but I'm gonna tell you my weight now. Honestly.

I'm 75kg.

Take it or leave it.

I'll be 47kg even before you know it!
I've got a freaking month :D

no wait, I have no accurate weighing machine at home.
shit. I need to go get one. . .
the one I have at home can say that I'm 75 at one time & 69 at another :/

It's okay!
I'll work it out! :]

Note to self:
stop being a bitch or no one will want to be your friend anymore,

P.S
I know how already!
click here!
this is freaking cool I promise you!

2009-05-26T19:11:00.002+08:00

I watched 1 Million Star & that girl won the top prize :D
No one else won before & I never watched,
What can I say? *beams widely*
Anyway, she's really good & the way she dances after she passes each round is really LOL!

Tired of drama, should have got used to it.
My brother has amazing imagination,
HE THINKS THAT SOMEONE CAN COME INTO THE HOUSE FROM MY BALCONY.
god and I actually live on the ninth floor.

This is crazy, I've been living my whole week thinking that there is like 2 more weeks of school before finally it's holiday. Until I looked at the calender and realised it's already the last week! wow! time really flies! May has 5 weeks & it's already the last! oh man! I didnt even blink my eye yet!
So if I blink once now then it'll be Prelims!
blink twice it'll be O levels!
blink three times & it's actually celebration!
Howdy on Earth!

I shouldnt doubt what they have for each other,

2009-05-25T16:55:00.003+08:00

I swear that I sneezed at least a hundred times on Friday.
I can go off & go on like a stupid machine gun.
Almost had an urge to get a nose job (okay I know it wont help)
Was down with fever on Saturday, What's new?

Left school halfway today to see the doctor, my mom is amazing. She just whizzed me off from school to the clinic then it was my turn because she already had everything prepared. So it's like within 45 mins, I was home sleeping after eating the gigantic pill :D

TONIGHT IS THE FIRST TIME I CAN WATCH ONE MILLION STAR LEH.
Very excited 8D cox usually I have tuition so I can't watch but I'm sick today mah :] hope is not some xie xing if not sure very sian -.-

MC for 2 days 8D
but there's phototaking tmr! :/

My L1R5 is sky high :O
To think I even aimed for a 12 & below!
I'm gonna start mugging soooooon :]
heh heh heh xD but that's after a whole lot of shopping!

Gamed anyone?
This weekend, plan's changed. My sat is free already! :DD

Peace out! ;D

May the force be with you,
you need it.

2009-05-21T22:10:00.002+08:00

Results today was boo hoo):

Clara dam zai :] she topped for hist lehs!
but our class even more zai, hist all bao ka liao (okay I spoke in hokkien here) from MYE to everyting :D
but hist was the most disappointing for me, I totally fell to the bottom of the ocean ): kan na na :/ my marks threw me off my seat & flung me from wall to wall & 10000 knives stabbed me but I felt so dam numb ):

The rest was okay I guess.
I passed physics :] (praise the lord!)
I passed everything in fact, except kan na na english. whole day english nvr do well. so irritating. I get 8A1 eng fail also no use -.- okay lah, I passed lah 25/50 but like ?!?!?!?!
what's with me, my eng not this bad what, shit ass. I'm gonna make friends with oxford from now on, bye stefanie mayer bye mitch albom bye chinese books.

Peng Zhi was weird, seriously. He said what I this time do well then I look at my marks I went, WOW well? it's not even A2 lehs, I think he probably expected me to fail so when I didnt he was so impressed that he just had to say it. what a life I'm leading. seriously.

OKAY LAH. I JUST HOPE TOMORROW GET BACK COMPO WILL DO WELL BECAUSE I WROTE MY PERSON DIED IN THE END. I TOTALLY DID NOT KNOW WHY HE DIED BUT HE DIED AND BY THE TIME I REALISED HE CANNOT DIE I ALREADY WRITE FINISH
.__________________.

If I fail english. . .

IF I FAIL ENGLISH

IF I FAIL ENGLISH

IF I FAIL ENGLISH

then too bad ):

we'll burn the house down,

P.S
new blog! :]

P.P.S
ADAM LOST
LAMBERT LOST
ADAM LAMBERT THE AMERICAN IDOL CONTESTANT LOST
okay not like I supported him but I really thought he'll win . . :/

2009-05-20T20:54:00.004+08:00

CALCIUM CARBONATE IS NOT LIMEWATER

WHAT WAS I THINKING? *grumbles*
oh right,
I thought that 'hmm, limewater not cheem' so I wrote calcium carbonate. calcium carbonate. calcium c a r b o n a t e. kns -.-
who on earth will write that?!
okay lah, I know bf also, great minds think alike :]
I'll never forget for the rest of my life that
LIMEWATER IS CALCIUM HYDROXIDE & DONT PLAY SMART ALEC . . *heart smashes into pieces*

Got back bio today & chem yesterday.
Chem was crazy I got a mark that I could totally slam myself onto the wall flop onto the floor and shout 'crap why ain't I dead yet!' ,
I studied somemore lehs): freaking diappointed & sad but on a lighter note, I'm ultimately grateful for passing bio & pray that marks will be rounded up :]
tmr will be lessons per normal which means more papers. shit man. I'm praying that physics will pass, big time :/ hope I'll do okay.

WII at Naomi house was the ulitmate :/
It made me realise that in my this lifetime, I should just stick to studying because I'm a music idiot. I cant drum cant strum cant even sing.
You should see Naomi playyou'll be like awestruck & curse yourself for not being like her.
FRIEND? FRIEND! FRIEND. F R I E ND. FRIEND FRIEND!
(inside joke)

I want to watch 爱就宅一起 now :]
but cant find the video -.-

Feel like going to play karaoke party
but each time I see my account name . . .

I should stop being so vulgar, the finger & the F words are like adjectives & verbs now. this is bad. real bad. Everyone around me is being cursed by me like no more tomrrow. I do feel guilty man, I must stop this. N.O.W. dont say I say this the millionth time cox if I did, there will be aint no million and 1 time :]
but exceptions like kns, kan na na & wah lau are allowed :P

You know something?
you are not what I thought you were.

Note to self :
Looking back I realised,
I've actually managed to lived for so long in oblivion.
this is not just amazing anymore,
it's insanity. & it has to stop.

2009-05-19T20:12:00.002+08:00

*slaps*
WHY I NEVER BRING BACK MY BIO BOOK?

*whacks*
TOMORROW IS O LEVEL SPA

*self mutilate*
I AM SO DEAD

*pulls chair & tie a rope on ceiling*
WISH ME LUCK.

*hooks head over string*
EVEN THOUGH YOU KNOW I KNOW HE KNOW SHE KNOW THEY KNOW WE KNOW

*hangs head*
I NEED MORE THAN JUST LUCK

2009-05-15T21:36:00.003+08:00

如释负重 8D

the feeling is *smiles widely to self* , okay I know not ALL are over but most. Most, & I'm contented.
Very long never use com le *caresses laptop*
anyway, go watch videos!
Go watch Niga Higa!
Watch Taylor Swift - You belong with me! :D

hehehe :P
I study very early for this exam lehs! So proud of myself, but as I do the papers my morale kept falling. Is it me? Or is it the paper? I studied lehs! Maybe I focused wrongly but, I studied for all! except Bio. stupid bio. screw bio.

Think this time I screwed all my sciences & maths big time]:
bludy hell, amaths come out like 12 marks worth of circles. stupid circles. how I know how to do!
then bio ask what substance h & k or something. I dont know how to do then since pancreas I go write pancreatic juice. . 明明 behind shld be more important de. .then behind I got read mah. . then ask . . ask . . ask . . in front ]:

SSS seems to be in my destiny . . I think I really need to work harder:/ alot alot alot. I should not be using computer but, really can't help it lehs :X I shall start studying tomorrow. Very scared for SPA, every time always copy people de, die. Whose SPA dam good de ah?

I think my parents are very nice :]
They keep asking me not to study & to rest cause I think they hardly see me so hardworking so they freak out. Then when I say I can't do well they will say it's okay.
but it makes me feel ): the nicer they treat me, the more I feel sad. . to a extent of feeling like crying. I also dont know why lehs :/
I love them alot. really :D

I've been a really bad daughter, sister, friend & yadda.
I should be nicer to my parents, should not take them for granted, should show them how much they mean to me :]
I'm really worried for my brother, I want him to go to a good school. I'd rather he go a better school than me & laugh at me than he go next door & be some . . . someone, I no longer know. I can feel him slipping off my fingers. He's no longer the brother I used to have, used to really love alot, used to fight with, used to mean so much to me. He's changed. & I swear I'll bring him back. After my O's, I'll spend all the time I have to make sure he'll ace his PSLE. I want him to laugh at me for being stupidier than him. I really want.
I should treat my friends nicer. Be a nicer person. Be a better student.

I think I've changed alot over the few weeks. All the studying & talking to different people, just want to say, I really really treasure everything I have & know and everyone of you out there really means alot to me. Just that I don't show it.

We don't live forever.

Each day's a gift, not a given right.
Who know's what tomorrow holds?

For now, I'm contented :]

I'm really gonna work hard for O levels :D I'm gonna get my results & cry. Tears of joy, tears of happiness because my hard work have produced good results :]

你有她
那我呢?

2009-05-01T00:54:00.004+08:00

FLYING OFF TO MEXICO :]
WILL BE ARRIVING AT BUDGET TERMINAL ON 20/05

GOOD LUCK,
heard that YOU are having MYE.
JIAYOU.
will be supporting each & everyone of you spiritually, emotionally & mentally.
will pray for good health too.
please take care :]
fail your exam if you must but never let your health fail.

Dont be too stress cause afterall,
I'm not taking the exam as I'll be fighting the epidemic frontline

大家保重了

2009-05-01T00:00:00.004+08:00

1. Overdue Pictures

Meet Miss Lollllipop! :]

Jasmine & I have some cool bonds,

& I made them, then she continued the other half,

It's alot of fun, with a carribena (if tht's how you spell it)

Pet society anyone?

Stop saying they're freaking cute & stuff, they are not that cute. & most importantly, they are CAT. CAT. CAT!
I dont like them. at. all. in. fact. a. lot. hell. lot.

A lizard, Ronald's lizard.
He asked me if I want to touch the head & I was like,
'YOU SIAOOOOOOO ARH?!'
I know it seem harmless but it's still a lizard.
& not the typical ones you see at home.
this is scaly, By The Way.

2. I think our cohort is actually rather lucky :]

(please ask why)

Because of the recent swine outbreak. you know, they say in 6 months time there'll be a MAJOR outbreak so if you do the math. It so coincidently coincides with a major exam we HAPPEN to be taking. but anyway, that's not very good.

I think it's actually because Chiang Rai is brought to June = not safe going with this epidemic going on = higher chances of cancelling.

but that's just what I'm thinking, but it's fair. We dont have OBS, dont have bonding camp, dont have what many call S.E.C.O.N.D.A.R.Y L.I.F.E
oh wait, sorry Miss Koh, we dont have many lives
so I mean, Secondary memorable memories & fun :]

SWINE FLU.SWINE FLU.SWINE FLU.
told (insert you know whose name) to bath dont listen, now have this virus going on. haiyo, really is 不听 Shermaine 言吃亏在眼前.

3. I feel that, I'm being deprived):

firstly they have what they call MCD, or Mad Cow Disease
so NO COWS. oh wait, I dont really eat beef either. .
secondly they have bird flu
so NO CHICKEN. dammit. seriously.
thirdly they have swine flu
so NO PORK. that's sad.
which means we only can eat fish & veggies, but then there's pollution.
oh god, we can just starve to death. .

4. SEE NO LONG SO!

It may seem wierd that this phrase is appearing here where the post is ending but it's been so long since I last posted :O
I havent really been studying much yet though, I havent been sleeping much. I have been watching alot a whole truckload of what people call the TELEVISION.
Long weekend now, should start accomplishing some stuffs. Enough of people going

'YOU GOT STUDY DE MEH?'
*looks doubtly with one eye big one eye small*

'HUH YOU GOT DO!?!?'
*gives the one million years only see one time the shock until cannot shock face*

'REALLY? SURE NOT?'
*looks even more doubtingly like as though I cheated you $1m bucks before & I'm gonna cheat you again*

ENOUGH. 我瘦够了! (I'm already40KG! myass)

I want to do well.
I really want.
Dont you want too?
Who dont want to?
Who dont want?
Who dont want you tell me!
WHO DONT WANT?
but who really can?
you tell me who really can?!

one day the name mention will no longer be

FARIS, PRC but

SHERMAINE SHERMAINE SHERMAINE
NOT SHERMAINE WONG ONG FONG BONG
BUT
LOO LOO LOO!
SHERMAINE LOO!

(please applause, thank you)

Yes, note the word used. O.N.E D.A.Y
I never say MYE, ~~neither did I say O level.~~
shit, where's my backbone.

MAY THE FORCE BE WITH ME!
I want to get 10 & below so I cant B&J C&C :D
heh heh heh :P

5. Silence
I need to know how to shut up. know how to keep things to myself. know how to not scream on the inside when. just find back the old me where there is no need to say everything out. loud.

I need to have a good rest tonight & wake up at 12 tmr :]
I need sleep that badly.
I'm gonna complete what I told xh I would
which is like Mission Impossible (inserts James Bond music) but I'm still gonna tryyyy :]

I'm gonna make out with chem, amaths & bio this long weekend,
what about you?

you love me
& I'll love you harder,

2009-04-21T22:02:00.003+08:00

GOBAHOBASHITA!

had that *looks at the big pic above* today but unfortunately, it wasn't a treat from xiaohui.
aiya, dam. Why Nowela never stall her so she can't complete the workload then I can have a Carl's Jr meal leh? ):
but at least, least, I also finished my workload so I also dont need treat her, wah 1 meal is like *takes a deep breathe* (it's gonna be long) 1030cents? sounds very little right but it's like $10.30! That amount of money is like my *takes another deep breathe* 2 day allowance? So you wont see me eating during recess already these few days (which is impossible)

he he he *covers mouth shyly*
But I'm still proud of myself, until now I still haven say my workload that I completed.. heheheh xD
I say already you sure will be

o.O

REAL NOT?!

do.I.look.like.I.am.kidding *looks sternly back at you*

real lorh, I got notes, can prove to you.
Pretty proud of my notes cause I choing them out in order not to treat xh carl's jr & also, to prove to you him her they we and most importantly MYSELF!
that I can study, thanks alot XiaoHui, great study partner :D

It's BY THE WAY social studies :]
& I'm talking about the WHOLE BOOK! :D
*gasps* *wows* & not forgetting *applause*
& I NOW KNOW THAT THERE IS CORRUPTION IN VENICE GOVERNMENT! which was also one of the reason for it's downfall.
(shhh clara, dont tell them is cause Mrs Lam ask us do SBQ okay? :] )

知道老娘我的厉害了吧!
dont pray pray!

OH YES. I have not explaint the foreign word that I used to greeted you.
that long long word is not a vulgarity, it's meaning is equivelant to HELLO! :]
& it's created by YOURS TRULY!
*claps claps*
the good friend, xiaohui :]
The language is known as SHIBATEH :D
later I'll sign off using the language goodbye(:
oh yah, I hope to hear from you using too okay! :D
& the rule of this language is every word must have the shi :D

I made a new friend today, one of the accomplish things I did today.
Her name is Jin Min, from 4L.
hehexD during the run, somehow we chatted with each other until someone shouted

'EH 1 MORE MIN THEN D ALREADY LEH'

*shocked*

then I was like 'EH LET'S CHOING'

but it was like at station 12?
so I choing then at the end stop -.-
it's so 丢脸 but I got real bad stitch, AND ANYWAY main point is I like kind like erm, left her behind? wah shit, I feel dam bad lehs.
I turn back but never see her..
oh man):

HOW CAN I BE SO EVIL? ):

thanks to all for their encouragement even though they prove to be useless but deeply appreciated

& OMG OMG OMG!

LISHAN GOT FIRST!
SHE'S DAM PRO, SHE BROUGHT RED BULL, & 2 OTHER DRINKS
wah wah wah wah wah, but I'm not very suprised lah
after all, she can run 5km during PE like nobody's business

I really wonder, she is go where find the determination & energy?
Should go 拜她为师 & also learn more about healthy eating :]

You know it's like her index no before me so when I went to give the guy my no, then he write I saw the person before me is 1. so I'm like 1** times more than her
oh yes, if you're trying to figure my postion and want to reach 99 times faster, why not try starting from 200(: so it's like like like ):
but oh well, I'm not cut out for running..

I SHOULD JUST STICK TO . . .

you, hahas, my ass.

MUGGING!

because it's so fun

because MYE is in 15 days time (have been counting down since 21)

because Paper 1 is like in 7 days

because I'm stupid

because I think I should be able to unless something else happen to me like I cut my hair & all my knowledge fall off (some superstiition xh said) & I go to exam blanked.

because this time, no matter how smart the person sitting beside me is (be it Sharlyn or Kelly-Anne) I will be able to do as fast. you know how smart & fast they are not? you can just die of 紧张ness lah.

BECAUSE OTHER THAN ACADEMIC NOTHING ELSE GETS YOU FAR SO GLUE YOUR BUTT TO THE CHAIR GLUE YOUR EYES TO THE BOOK GLUE YOUR HAND TO THE PEN BUT DONT GLUE YOUR EAR TO MUSIC AND START STUDYING BECAUSE I HAVE STARTED AND IF YOU HAVE NOT YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED BECAUSE I AM SHERMAINE LOO THE ~~SLACKER~~ GUAI KIA AND YOU SHOULD NOT BE SLACKER THAN ME.

GOOD LUCK.

&

HAMBOSHINEH

stop.smsing.like.you.have.unlimited.sms.
even.though.I.Know.you.do.

Overdue posts,

2009-04-17T21:04:00.006+08:00

Good Friday Pictures :]

Act normal Attempt 1 - FAIL

Act normal Attempt 2 - Weird
(notice how Nowelle tries to amplifies her eyes)

Act normal attempt 3 - zomg!

Act normal attempt 4 - Hilarious
They took the pic & we all laughed like crazy, it's very funny lah. look like they want to fight.
You must have owed them money!

Jinni's Birthday!

The cake :]

Yes, I'm so lazyyyy :/

Okay let's just talk about today, I've forgotten about the past few days already *yawns*
been so tired lately & there's still oral tmr. kns.
think I won't do well cause my brain won't function properly but oh well :/ *fingers cross*

1. Guai Kia's Deal :]
made a deal with xiaohui to finish what I'm supposed to finish or else
1 CARL'S JNR MEAL!
eh, it's dam ex lah, so goona try to finish everything...
later she go upsize or what ah, my pocket the hole will be like dam blurdy big lah..

2. PANG-SEH-ED!
I end school at 1230 lehs, that's like so early. Ended up me & theng waited in vain for like 3 hrs till 430! wth, dam sianed lah. We both were supposingly very irritated pissed & *strangles* but somehow also piss 不起来 lehs. Maybe we're too used to it?

3. Catching up! :D
Had a great chat with Xi Theng. Wah talking to her makes me, a totally no swimming, to have some little passion for it. Swimming seems so fun! But prolly with the right company only bah :]
& well, just talked alot also loh. Think 4E is a dam cool class seh! Their lessons seems so funny!

4. SPAMMING!
eh, the feeling of having unlimited sms is so shuang :] yah that means I changed no also lah. Eh spam until very shuang lehs. I spammed * 20++ msg in like 10 mins! I can even afford to send EMPTY msgs without feeling heart pain. Wah, starhub users really dam good seh :]

OKAY THAT'S ALL.
I'm rather good at summaries :]
my foot.

P.S
I was joking about the changing no part :P

down & out,

2009-04-16T12:02:00.002+08:00

Been so long since I last used the computer. .

The feeling of typing on my blog is . .
just so . .
so . . .

:D

Anyway, I'll post tmr :]
I think, an official one, if I'm not going out
If not then shld be on Sat
heh heh :P

SCREW THE SCHOOL FOR GIVING SO MUCH TESTS!

I hate amaths. hate hate hate.
It sucked.
I shall type the questions here so you'll kill yourself for not coming to my blog more often
It's PayBack time! ;D

Did you actually went to highlight it?

Haish, where's your integrity?
tsk tsk tsk *disappointed*

SO LONG SUCKERS! :D

It feels weird talking again, but :]

2009-04-13T21:44:00.002+08:00

还记得吗

Was watching ToGetHer, & 大东 have this cute blue dolphine looking soft toy called MuMu :D
Yes, get the hint?
aiyo, dont need birthday to give de mah! :P
No lah, but it suddenly reminded me of a blue teddy bear I used to have. . .
okay, not going to say the story behind this teddy bear
It's so sad you'll tear so much that you actually tear more than you pee in a day :/

Good Friday was good :]
Went out with alot of people & also celebrated Adriel's birthday
Will post when I get pictures, okay shit.
I do have them, but I dont feel like posting.

ALOT OF TESTS LEHS

CHEM, PHYS, AMATHS, EMATHS
eh thanks lah, give test like using toilet paper like that . . .
MYE coming le lehs. .
Oral coming le lehs . .
2.4 km coming le lehs . .
I . NEED . TO . TRAIN

& I want you to shut up.
I cannot stand you anymore so just S.H.U.T.U.P
really, stop making youself known

I'm just so lazy to post pictures, sorry.
It's actually because I have to study for a chem test tmr or else Mrs Lam will say I'm a very bad girl again. dammit.
& I ~~came online~~ I mean I use computer is because I want to charge my Ipod nano :]

Aiya whatever lah,
I go study for chem already.
I go study study study.

Maybe it isn't the blue teddy bear,

2009-04-09T23:35:00.002+08:00

Something that's hard to come by.

I actually made a breakthrough today, I swear.
I swear that I'll change the regret I had. .
I swear that I'll not end up with a worser regret

I need to think, to breathe slow & think.

You don't know me, I'm evil.